Felt like giving up, Got new hope!!

[xanzaba]

Leetie- sorry about the BFN, but as you said it isn't over yet. If you were only 11 DPO, that's not that much. And, worst comes to worst, if it's not this month, you've got a good doctor and things seem to be working for you!

I'm so glad that you're going to see your sister in Colorado BTW- how is your mom doing?

AFM- 15 dpo and the crampiness comes and goes, but no AF yet. I just got a pimple though- that's my telltale that AF is coming

 

[Leetie13]

Xan - Thanks. I know that I will get there one day this waiting sucks though. My mom is good thanks for asking she works a lot so I don't get to talk to her much but I'm hoping I will get to see her before we leave.

Have you heard about the jobs yet?

Fx the pimple is a good sign this time

 

[Leetie13]

Tested again BFN. I'm going to stop the progesterone. If af isn't here by Monday I might test again .

 

[labgal]

Leetie - sorry for the bfn, but your chart still looks good! I'm hoping that you just implanted late, but if not you are definitely on the right path.

Xan - sorry AF came

TTC - how about you?

I wonder how dragonfly is.. Its been a long time since we heard from her. Wishing all good things for her and baby girl!

 

[TTC n Hopeful]

Hi ladies!
Xan - sorry AF found u
Leetie - u aren't out yet!! Fx.
Lab - hope u and baby are doing well!!

AFM - I called the dr to see what we do now and so now I have to.go Friday for the progesterone test. Depending on the results we will see what happens next. She did say that next cycle is my.last cycle on clomid and she won't prescribe Femara so she would have to refer me to a specialist but I don't think specialists are covered by insurance are they? I'm thinking one of u went to a specialist. If it's not covered then I won't be able to go that route. I'm not sure where that leaves me now. I feel defeated, upset, traumatized, and just blahhhh. I've cried for the last 3 hours since getting off the phone. Sorry ladies, I just needed to vent. DF tried to cheer me up telling me that one way or another we will have babies but at this moment I'm not so sure I agree.

 

[Leetie13]

Xan- sorry AF is here

Lab - You're right we haven't heard from Dragonfly in quite awhile. I hope they are doing well.

Thanks ladies I'm pretty sure it won't be long until AF arrives. The progesterone keeps my temp up so I can't really go by chart.

Ttc - I'm so sorry you're feeling defeated. I know exactly how you feel. I went to a specialist my insurance covers testing not treatments which is the expensive part. But every where is different and every insurance is different. I am praying that this next cycle is it for you. If not try calling a different gynocologist and ask if they prescribe femara. My original gyno didn't prescribe clomid that's why I went to a specialist but I found one that does and is willing to try femara if it doesn't work. Keep your head up don't lose hope. I know it's so hard believe some days I feel like giving up but we have come too far for that.

 

[xanzaba]

TTC you will get there. And yes, every insurance is different. Many places also have packages that are a little less expensive.

Leetie- sorry about the BFN.

AFM- I knew the pimple was the kiss of death, so I was prepared when my temp was low this morning. Oh well, I guess it's time for us all to regroup and then get our bd'ing on for another round.

 

[Leetie13]

Xan - It's going to be a little awkward because I should ovulate while I'm in Colorado and we are staying with my sister. We will have our own room but still a little awkward haha.

 

[labgal]

TTC , I'm sorry. I know how stressful this journey is. I wish there was something I could do for you. I wonder why they won't rx femara... Like xan said, every insurance is different. Maybe call yours and see what happens? My girlfriend told me, and I agree - when you absolutely think it is never going to happen, it does. I hope that's the case for you.

Leetie - oh my, well... You have to do what you have to do! Maybe that will make it more exciting? :wink:

 

[Leetie13]

Lab - haha I thought that too. A different environment and all and "sneaking" to bd might be fun.

 

[TTC n Hopeful]

Thanks ladies. I'm going to call around and see if I can't find a dr that will prescribe the Femara or a specialist that takes my insurance. I was feeling bummed but I'm doing better now.

Leetie - that's how I felt when I was ovulating while at my parents house visiting. Awkward but exciting hehe.

Xan - I agree, we need to regroup, dust ourselves off and get back on the horse!

AFM - I had a dr appointment today because my gallbladder is horrible. I'm in so much pain. Just waiting on the referral for an ultrasound and test results for my liver to see if my gallbladder is having an impact on it. I wouldn't be surprised if I have to have surgery soon. I have put it off because of trying to have babies but my dr assured me that the turn around is short and it won't keep us from trying. I guess we will see what happens. I know it's bad tho.

 

[Leetie13]

Ttc -I hope you find a good doctor that will help you get your bfp. I'm sorry your gallbladder is giving you problems. My sister needs to get hers out but she keeps putting it off. When she gets I guess flare ups she says it's really painful. Hopefully you can get yours taken care of and recover fast.

 

[TTC n Hopeful]

Leetie - I feel bad for her because those flares up are some of the worst pain I've ever felt in my life. They called with my test results and said my liver is good no abnormalities so that's good. Now just waiting on the referral.

 

[Leetie13]

Ttc - Yay for good liver! I hope you get your referral soon so you can get it taken care of. Did you ever hear back about your progesterone level?


Afm - AF is here and man is she being a not so nice AF lol. I noticed on cycles I don't ovulate I usually don't get cramps but cycles I do they suck. Hopefully she won't stick around long. Starting clomid 150 mgs again Sunday days 3-7. I ordered my progesterone already since I will be in Colorado when I need it. I got extra too incase I get a bfp I can continue to take it.

 

[TTC n Hopeful]

Leetie - sorry AF found yoh Fx for this cycle.
AFM - I'm soooooo happy to report I got my highest progesterone levels ever! I got a 27.73 yayyyy! I'm so relieved and excited. I was trying not to cry lol.

 

[Leetie13]

Wow Ttc that's awesome! I'm praying you get your bfp soon!

 

[TTC n Hopeful]

Thanks hun! I was so surprised and so happy. Yay! Been a rough couple of days, the good news is great!

 

[Leetie13]

I bet! When I got my first positive opk I thought I was going to cry. I used the stupid things for so long and they never got dark. But when I seen that dark line it was almost as good as a bfp lol

 

[xanzaba]

TTC- that is great news! Are you going to test?!?

 

[TTC n Hopeful]

Leetie - hahahaha. I thought I was a weirdo for getting excited seeing the lines change. When I got my first smiley I almost cried too.

Xan - I'm going to test but idk when. I have no idea what dpo I am on.