Shae, Lol I feel you. That’s a good balance of use. We just don’t like debit cards in my family because it doesn’t build credit plus that whole it’s tied to your money. Like it’s great it worked out with getting your money back, but that’s not always the case or it takes a long time sometimes.
Those are all cute! I’m more of a paint vs wallpaper person. Love the woodland theme though!
I wouldn’t say tense just annoying. My stepdad doesn’t want to give her anything or pay alimony, so he’s trying to manipulate everyone. Which like hey I’ll take the perks but it’s not working lol cuz I’m not stupid. My mom is being stupid though and not listening to the attorney. So quite frankly she deserves to get f*ed over at this point. And what annoys me is that even if it doesn’t matter to her, that’s stuff that ultimately can help A and me. So like be nice if you cared a little more. Eye roll but also her life, her money. Plus on principle he shouldn’t get to screw her over.
Pretty, yeah A will definitely ask for merch for frozen, lion king, black panther, or trolls. I didn’t officially give him choices for the bed because I don’t want to repaint the room
and I know he loves frozen the most anyway.
my back is feeling better. Still hurts but not brought to tears so I’m feeling more optimistic. Hoping to see the boy next weekend. The tension is palpable lol
yeah he kind of looks like a guy who would be an ass haha. But that’s quite the list! I’d say the only celebs I’ve ever had legit conversation/time with is the cast of bbt and LeVar Burton.
thats would be a cute color combo! Hope you get your girl when you try!
Re Pfizer: I had already started bcp so can’t speak to it affecting my menstruation unfortunately. Nothing seemed different with my withdrawal bleeds either.
ETA I deleted my dating profile. I’m just feeling really fatigued. My friend is dating a guy that I think she’ll marry based on their personalities, and it’s just sad. Sad in the sense that like she’s compromising so much and so willing to overlook that he’s lying about a criminal offense just to get married again and have more kids. And I don’t want that. I don’t want to settle again. And I’m just not finding anyone that I even want to go out with. And I think I need to stop sleeping with TB. I’m just tired. I gave it an honest effort.
Also realized between gas and copays, A’s therapies are costing me $500/month. My mom just loaned me $4k, and I have no clue when or how I’m going to pay her back. I’m just hoping at this point that my stepdad can get that from the car accident.
And A can open the gate in the backyard now, so we had to put combination locks on both of them. And he’s starting to cry and go into my bed and he looks so defeated when I put him back in his bed. I just want to go back to cosleeping.
Im so far behind on my report cards because it hurts to sit up to work on them and I can’t focus with the pain even if I take 3-4 aleve 30m before I start working.
I’m just a bag of poo today. I can’t remember the last time I cried this much sober