I've just been sat reading a book that my Mum bought for me. (Dr Miriam Stoppard). I'd already bought a book when we first found out and I love it as it's really simple and clear. This one that I've been reading tonight though has scared me. Yes, it's really helpful (even tells you how to change a nappy!!) but it's also really detailed, really hot on subjects like breastfeeding and now I just feel totally unprepared and like I will just not measure up - like my ideas about raising our child are all just wrong ('don't be so stupid girl' kind of feeling)!!!! I'm sure that this feeling will pass......but for now Eeeeeeeek!!!! I know that we will be fine - I'm just really flustered now!