aww i know how anxious you are. I hope you don't go late either. I felt the same way towards the end. He or She will be here before you know it. Then time flies and they are 3 weeks! Agh! Can't wait to hear when you are in labor. EEK!
. As for me I just wanted to say that Jasmine-May is here now and we are all slowly recovering. It all went very badly I'm afraid and she was rushed to intensive care before I could see her, and I was left at the birthing clinic without my baby after an emergency c-section which turned into major surgury,I didn't see her for days and looking at photos on my hubby's mobile was alienating for me, everyone had seen her but me for almost a week
.I have lots to explain,and a very long birth story. I have been suffering from depression from being seperated from my baby and for the first few weeks I couldn't accept what had happened or bond with my baby, it was the worst exerpience of my life and I thought I would never feel normal again.But! I am finally able to talk about it without bursting into tears so I just wanted to pop on here and tell you guys.I can't face facebook yet, too many people were kindly congratulating me when I felt like doing the opposite of celebrating as I had to travel an hour twice a day to the ICU to see my baby.I am typing up my birth story on Word first and will post it here when it is done, it is taking a while as I am having to relive it. You guys are the only people I want to talk to about it as you wil understnd better than anyone else. Sending lots of hugs and love to you and your little ones.
I just never thought I would go late like this! Almost all of my friends and family have always gone 1-3 weeks early! I know so few people that have gone late! I know it is absolutely the norm to go late, but my "norm" from experience is early! Aggghhhh frustrating! 
girls how are you all x x
