Thanks for all your support. We've booked to see the counsellor on Thurs so that may help put things in perspective a bit, but feeling a bit skeptical about whether it will really help much.
The money side of things makes this all so much more frustrating as I don't think we can even think about trying again now for at least a year (£11,500 spent so far on 2 cycles!), but if I could I would put myself through the poking, prodding and emotional rollercoaster every month to get our baby, if it wasn't for the costs!
I think I need to try to put some of this anger aside and focus on life without ttc for a while but we all know how tricky that is....