June Testing Thread--Share the successes and struggles of your June cycle here!

[bombshellmom]

I had gotten a faint positive on my pregnancy test two days ago, but turns out I'm not pregnant! My doctor says it may have been a chemical pregnancy

 

[Jean40]

I am such a bad sleeper most of the time, nights like last night are really rare. I slept 11 hours, only woke up a couple of time then back to bed. BFN on Dollar Tree test this morning. Using the last FRER tomorrow morning. Strange strange strange vivid dreams all night long, including another one where I'm told I'm pregnant, another where I'm moving into a larger house & getting a kids/baby room together (or was going to, but my mom put the bunk beds & crib together & curtains up & bedding out & I started putting toys, clothes, and kids books in there). Weird. I don't even have this bedding & curtains or even want to decorate in this theme she had going on. I have some books & clothes & toys, but not all that I was seeing around. Just when I think I've had the strangest dream, I get stranger ones!

 

[Jean40]

Ugh, spotting.

 

[TTC74]

12 DPO BFN for Father's Day.

 

[TTC74]

I've never had a triphasic chart (and a stunning one at that!) these BFNs are killing me. I can't wait for Tuesday's beta test.

 

[Jean40]

I didn't waste my FRER, just used my last Dollar Tree test & BFN, then AF started. Damn

 

[Wish2BMom]

dang it, Jean. I'm sorry! stupid witch.

 

[bombshellmom]

I didn't waste my FRER, just used my last Dollar Tree test & BFN, then AF started. Damn

Grr!! Sorry about AF, but here's to a new cycle and lots of

 

[Bubba3]

Hi girls , hope it's not too late to join you for June. Hoping to make some friends to make this all more bearable and share the highs and lows .
My Witch is due 26th . Trying so hard but for some reason this cycle has driven me a bit nuts. Got a very pos opk early but we danced lots , then neg opk so felt pretty ok with that . Then started testing early ( why oh why ) then accidentally opened an opk that surprised me with strong pos for a couple of days but I was a week away from af . I stopped the opk because id run out but all hpt are neg inc a frer this morning so I'm guessing I'm out

 

[Mdc]

Boo for all the negatives! Hopefully the rest will be BFPs. As for me still negative dpo20 which is bananas!!!!! Thinking I O'd later and the first opk peak was a tease. I brought a digi and tampons ( ) with me on my business trip so either way I am prepared. Sigh!

 

[Pothole]

Welcome Bubba3! Witch is due on 25 June for me, so I keep hoping. We'll keep each other company in this last interminable stretch. I am flying to Ohio that day to help my best friend move back to SC, so I am praying I will have no need for tampons. I hate the witch to begin with, but day 1 on a plane, day 2 packing a truck, and day 3 spending 11 hours driving a uhaul and towing a Buick while crossing through the Tennessee mountains...worst period ever. So baby dust to us all!

 

[smithco]

I don't get my body at all. I have been close to throwing up all day. Now I just got af 3 days early. I've had these crazy sensitive boobs for two weeks. Why does it all have to be so cryptic. I'm annoyed today.

Maybe I should get into that charting all you ladies do.

Pothole -I hope you have better luck!! I was also suppose to get af on the 25th.

 

[TTC74]

I'm feeling you smithco. My boobs are killing me and I never get that during PMS. Yet I know pregnancy is unlikely. So, wtf?

 

[smithco]

Wtf is exactly right ttc74. . It was a totally new symptom for me.
I need a good cry.

 

[Vonn]

Bubba3--I've added you in on the 26th. Welcome!

Ladies, we are having a rough month. I just got my results and they are negative. I am not surprised, but it's getting harder to stay positive. By the end of my 6 insurance-covered IUIs, I will probably be ready to give up on my own eggs, so maybe this incremental disappointment is helping me prepare for the next step. It sure does SUCK, though.

I hope we can get at least 1 bfp that sticks this month. C'mon little beans!!

 

[travelgurl]

Sorry to hear this Vonn. And same for all the other ladies with BFNs this month. Good luck for those yet to test and hopefully there will be lots on BFPs coming our way.

 

[MeganS0326]

Vonn. I have everything crossed that IUI #5 will be your lucky one!!!!

 

[InVivoVeritas]

Vonn, I'm so sorry about your BFN. I'm close to opting for donor eggs too, and each BFN takes me a step closer. The good thing about donor eggs, though, is that there isn't the same pressure of time so we can make the decision after really thinking it through.

Bubba and smithco, sometimes it feels like our bodies are against us, setting us up for disappointment. Why does this have to be so hard?

Pothole, hoping you don't need those tampons. AF due on 25th for me too, though I usually get early warning spotting the day before.

TTC74, don't lose hope until the is actually here.

 

[Bubba3]

Thank you ladies . So sorry for those who's witch flew in .
Happy to have all of your company . Told my husband last night I need him to talk about it a but more because it's lonely , but you girls get the real struggle.
More bfn for me today . Keep convincing myself I see something on a first response dip and read but it's way over and I'm certain I'm playing tricks on myself. Spottin , but that's become normal before she shows her ugly face .
I have a plan for next cycle , first to blue , then bake trip,e choc brownies , eat the lot . Then add green tea , fresh juices and use opks .
I ovulate crazy early so chances are grim .
Had weird crazy strong opks few days ago , but bfn everyday . I convinced myself I saw a line on a first response dip and read , but it's not there just me following myself . Spotting too which is normal for me .
Here's some hope though . Our wee 2 year old was a real struggle but just when we gave up it happened , that's why I'm trying not to get caught up in charting x

 

[Bubba3]

Welcome Bubba3! Witch is due on 25 June for me, so I keep hoping. We'll keep each other company in this last interminable stretch. I am flying to Ohio that day to help my best friend move back to SC, so I am praying I will have no need for tampons. I hate the witch to begin with, but day 1 on a plane, day 2 packing a truck, and day 3 spending 11 hours driving a uhaul and towing a Buick while crossing through the Tennessee mountains...worst period ever. So baby dust to us all!

Soooooo hoping those tampons stay in the box , go gently though :hugs