Was thinking about this little boy in my building who is now age 5 and does not speak. Since I was a new mother and all, I had hard time to give my DD immunization. I often found myself fighting with the pediatrician because they were trying to convince me that it is OK to give my 2 month old (hardly 6 pound baby) 5 different shots at the same time. We eventually found a doctor who agreed to give one by one. (Switched at-least 3 doctors for her).Fast forward: We had a visit at pediatric office when she turned 18 month and it was time for her MMR shot (Measles, MUMS, Rubella). This immunization has been under careful watch for several years due to controversy that it can cause autism in children. I was always afraid of giving it to my DD but at 18 months follow up visit, I refused it yet again. The timing was back in July exactly when I found out about Emmuna's medical condition. I explained to our pediatrician the reason why I choose to refuse, and she seemed to understand. She knew about the children with same issues as Emmunah and mentioned that the quality of life was not good.
Thinking about the little boy today, I started to read a forum (other parents comments) about autism. I am just so scared right now, DD is supposed to start school in Sept and we will have no choice but to give it to her. The hell that we went through with my second daughters medical issues, I have zero confidence in giving shots to DD anytime soon. Most parents choose to follow doctors advice and follow the immunization schedule, but given the situation, I am not like others. I have only one daughter now and I will protect her 400%. As I am typing this message, I have this feeling of not wanting to get pregnant again. I have seen and read so many things that I am so scared to even try.
My hubby said something yesterday You were reading about possible problems and might have brought the problem upon yourself". He was not saying it to be mean, it might be very true depending on the beliefs. When I was pregnant with Emmunah, I read through many forums as I was then already scared that something will go wrong. Not in a million years did I think that it could be me (to face such a difficult decision in life), but I was wrong to think that way
I don't know what to do....... Since ever we found out about Emmunah medical condition, I want to protect my one and only daughter. The time is running out and
I cant open my mouth right now to say, OK lets give her the immunization
Like I mentioned before, I dont know anymore if I want more children either, I am just too scared
Well ladies...OH just got a call from his cousin whose wife is about 7 months pregnant. She was in a bad car accident and is in surgery now. We don't yet know if the baby is okay but are hoping and praying that they will both be okay. I do NOT want her to have to join us here
OMG, I pray they both are ok, that is awful sending so many prayers for them, please let us know what happens.. XOXOXOWell ladies...OH just got a call from his cousin whose wife is about 7 months pregnant. She was in a bad car accident and is in surgery now. We don't yet know if the baby is okay but are hoping and praying that they will both be okay. I do NOT want her to have to join us here
Blav, thats horrible! Hoping that everything is alright with baby and mommy. Keep us posted!
Sorry i am chatty today! I come home and there is two pic of babies hanging on my wall. I say nothing and my mother in law says "look at the pic your daughter cut from a magazine and pasted on white paper". I didnt like one of them because oit looked like one of those 3 D pictures at obgyn office. So i was good and i said nothing! 30 min later she leaves and my OH walks in. At dinner table i just mentioned that i dont like it, without giving him reason why. A bit later on , he takes it off and says that it looks like a sono and gives it to me to bring to trash.I felt as thought it was the first time he really felt ackward and reminded him of Emmunah (he kind of showed how he felt). It made me so happy, even to the point of not get angy at ML for posting it in the firsr place
By the way, somebody showed me this, have anybody tried using such product?
https://www.koshervitamins.com/Zahlers-Kosher-PurePurse-Shepherds-Purse-Alcohol-Free-4-FL-OZ
Blav - hope your cousin's wife is ok, that sounds awful!
Just to jump in on the immunisation/autism thing - some of you may know my son is autistic with learning difficulties, and he had the MMR jab at 12 months, but I knew things weren't right from about 2 weeks old. He was about 18 months old when things started to get really bad, but the problems were apparent way before he had that vaccine. He was also deprived of oxygen at birth as he grabbed his cord during labour and cut off his supply - he came out with it in his fist!
Anyway, hope everyone's ok. I was in tears this morning after waking up from a dream. I dreamed I thought I might be pregnant so I went to the docs and they scanned me to see, and there was this baby measuring 28 weeks (where I should be now) and I was so happy and confused because I had no bump. Then I felt all the kicks, and was rushing to tell everyone...
It's my 3 month marker coming up this Saturday...
I feel like such a terrible person, my cousin & his girlfriend had their baby boy this morning......I just sat and cried. I feel so selfish for feeling sad as they deserve a little baby, I dont feel sad that he has arrived, I just feel sad!x
I feel like such a terrible person, my cousin & his girlfriend had their baby boy this morning......I just sat and cried. I feel so selfish for feeling sad as they deserve a little baby, I dont feel sad that he has arrived, I just feel sad!x
As far as OH's cousin's wife, she seems to be doing well. The surgery was on her leg thankfully and the baby is doing fine (thank goodness). They are going to keep her in the hospital for a little while to monitor the baby but everything is looking good right now.
I also talked to OH last night to make sure he wants to try again this month and he said that he does without a doubt, so that is a big relief. We had talked about it before and kind of left things at, we'll think about it. Then, I kind of decided that we would but never really asked him how he felt about it, but he didn't seem to stop me so I'm glad that he had a chance to voice his concerns if he had them. It feels so good to be on the same page. I love everything about that man so much.
I feel like such a terrible person, my cousin & his girlfriend had their baby boy this morning......I just sat and cried. I feel so selfish for feeling sad as they deserve a little baby, I dont feel sad that he has arrived, I just feel sad!x
Oh and I think I ovulated!! I had an OPK last night I wasn't sure if it was pos or not... it was THAT close... and then this morning temp shot way up so I think it was for sure a +OPK Took til way late in my cycle but at least it finally happened!!