Does anyone know why they call it a "rainbow" baby? Is it cause it normally comes out after the rain or something?
there wouldnt be a rainbow without any rainxxxx
I still feel like I'm in limbo until my early scan next week. Everything is going fine I think and there's no reason for me to worry, but I'm anxiously checking the paper everytime I go to the toilet and haven't really go any pregnancy symptoms expect for looking a bit bloated and feeling slight off my food every now and then. I'd just feel so reassured if i woke up with obvious morning sickness - I promise to never complain about any pregnancy symptoms, I just want some reassurance.
It seems I spoke too soon when I wrote this the other day. Have been feeling absolutely exhausted, totally starving and like I could vomit for the last 2 days.It seems my morning (and afternoon and evening) sickness has arrived. Not actually puked yet but feel like it is a constant lurking threat! Never have I felt so happy to be feeling so queasy!
Helen, I'm sorry you're feeling so anxious about your scan. It sounds like last time was awful. I'm sure it'll go fine this time, but maybe you could talk to them when you go in and let them know why you're feeling like that, then hopefully they'll reassure you and be really gentle with you![]()
Sally, Yay for the symptoms! I had that queasy thing too, but was never sick. I still check for blood or weird discharge! I'm so happy you are ill, lol! Do you have a scan date?
I had my 20 week scan on thurs, baby looks well, no issues found, and my cervix is tightly closed with no funnelling observed. I feel a lot better now!
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Does anyone know why they call it a "rainbow" baby? Is it cause it normally comes out after the rain or something?
"Rainbow Babies" is the understanding that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravages of the storm. When a rainbow appears, it doesn't mean the storm never happened or that the family is not still dealing with its aftermath. What it means is that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darkness and clouds. Storm clouds may still hover but the rainbow provides a counterbalance of color, energy and hope."
So just opened my post to find a letter from a children's centre about support for parents for 0-5 year olds...... I don't have a child, I don't need to be contacted by people from children's centres where new mums go and drink coffee & talk babies! Should there not be some way of stopping my information for being passed on to these places,it's obviously come via registration with the midwife. Why is it when you start to feel like you have passed these reminders does another come and slap you right across the face? Blahhhhhh! This has made me feel shitty!!
I met my cousins 5 month old baby for the first time yesterday, I was really brave and held him,usually I would shy away,even before all this I would never have volunteered myself to hold a baby. But I really hoped someone would ask me, and it felt so so right! It felt so natural. I have never felt like this before. I have always felt awkward around babies,but I felt so confident, I felt I knew what to do because I'm a mum (even though my baby is in heaven). I don't know if that makes any sense?
I though I'd share with you as I felt proud of myself & I know that this is what I want,more than anything else. Xx
I feel like I've been slacking on my TTC a little this month, but it feels good. I haven't really been tracking BBT. I'm doing OPK and SMEP and CM but it's just less than before. I'm trying to think about it less and not symptom spot as much, but in a good way! I still hope this is the month though!
Hope you all are doing well![]()
Usually a little later like CD 18 or so...we will see what happens soon enough. I would just be elated if we both got out BFPs this month!
Like an idiot ive locked myself out of the house....waiting to someone to rescue me!
Usually a little later like CD 18 or so...we will see what happens soon enough. I would just be elated if we both got out BFPs this month!
Like an idiot ive locked myself out of the house....waiting to someone to rescue me!
Oh no! I hope its not cold where you live! I would be thrilled if we both got our BFP this month!!!!!! That would be amazing! So you still have about 6 days to go until OV.....so these next few BD's are super important![]()
I booked a smear test today the next appointment they have is like 29th (possible in my fertile zone?? who knows) I tell you what I will not be going if it is in my fertile time as theres no chance I'm not going to BD for a smear!! Will have to reschedule! I have to have them yearly due to shitty cells. I need one soon just incase I get pg, I dont want anything interfering with being pg.
Having a shitty day today, I just keep trying to do some deep breathing like my reflexologist showed me...I'm so trying to keep 'in the zone' so not to undo any of the reflexology!