mhazzab
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Hi there ladies, sorry not been chatting alot today... I think the illness stuff starts full on today! Still have a nasty throat, tired and feeling sick all the time. When I cough it feels like I'm going to be sick but I'm not - my whole body reflexes but nothing comes out! urgh! And I'm just getting so upset at the moment. I cried today thinking to myself I don't want to be sick like this if it means going through what happened to us in March... I HATE the not knowing and the constant anxiety of it all! And I know that we are so blessed to have concieved and everything but it is just so so so stressful at the moment. I am so grateful for you ladies. Thanks for listening and being there. xxx
Erica - I'm sorry you've not been well, it's hard when you can't talke much for it. I was quite calm when I first got my BFP, but, as time goes on, I'm getting more and more attached to my little one, which I think is leading me to get more paranoid that something is going to go wrong and that I'm going to get hurt again. Let's try to get through this together. x
Good Morning Ladies!!
Well... I think I may be out.... When I woke up this morning I didn't test because when I went to the bathroom I noticed a tiny spot of pink CMin my panties and when I wiped it was pink .... I'm guessing it is my AF showing... Poopy ..
Mhairi.... All still ok and good??
Kelly, I'm sorry you've noticed some blood...grrr stupid witch. Well, if you look on the bright side, you and your man will get some more action again this month, more than you normally would if you are anything like me when it comes to baby making, lol.
I'm not great today, not baby related though. Dad has been taken into a Hospice this morning as he's now very weak, it was awful seeing him get carried out of the house, he was in so much pain. (he's got terminal cancer with just a few days left to go, apparantly). I'm feeling very emotional, it was so hard to watch, and was a very unwelcome reminder of my mum's death from cancer which will be four years ago next Saturday. Urgh, sorry guys, just feeling sorry for myself today. I think I will just have to go and eat some chocolate to cheer me up, I've been trying to eat healthily but sometimes a girl's just gotta have chocolate.
xxx