Wow! You ladies are so good at responding to everyone's posts! I'm really sorry I'm so rubbish at that! I'm trying my best!
I see MummyStobe (is it Hayley??? I think I missed your name lovely?) you have a ticker on your siggy now! As stressful as it all is it is pretty exciting isnt it?
I can share with you the feeling of going to the loo and expecting spotting. I'm more shocked that there isnt anything out of the ordinary. I spotted loads of times last time and I believed it was down to stress at my horrible job that I had. Now I have a new job and there are a couple of days that are stressful I keep on panicking that I'm going to start spotting again! Urgh!
And I'm a bit confused about UK hospitals and really worried about it too. When we lived in Surrey the maternity unit was amazing... there was an Early Pregnancy Unit and there was a maternity ward etc etc. The EPU was only open 9 - 5 Mon - Fri so anyone under 12 weeks would go there or to A and E if any problems. After 12 weeks it was straight to the maternity ward. And so at 16 weeks it was comforting to know that I was around midwives and people who knew what they were doing. And then when Baby didnt survive at 18 weeks I was given a private room to deliver her and recover (trust me, I bled so much post partum I needed a private room! urgh!)
But where we are now there is no EPU and you have to go to A and E up to 20 weeks! So if the same thing happens again (Lord forbid!) then do I have to deliver a teeny baby in a general ward? I'm so scared that that is the case because it was horrendous even in a private room I couldnt bare the humiliation of losing a baby in front of other people even behind a curtain!
And if I needed a D and C is it in a general ward? If that is the case then I'm really really scared!
Sorry - thats the main thought in my head at the moment! It just nice to know that you''re in good hands and I'm worried I won't be! URGH!
xxx