Ellie10
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Hi Helen, thanks for the welcome and sorry to hear about your loss. It must still be so very raw for you. It does take time before you feel ready to jump back on the ttc bandwagon again, I almost felt disloyal at first but now, if I'm honest it's the only thing keeping me going! Which is ironic because it also drives me insane! You can now just have a lovely xmas and indulge in all the wine you want to before you start again in January x
Mhazzab - how awful for you to lose two precious babies at once. One is traumatic enough. God knows how you got through that. It must have been a nightmare watching doctors trying to save Megan but really what choice did you have? If you had said no, don't try to save her then you would probably be always wondering 'what if' and that might have been even worse. I found myself totally out of my depth at the birth, hadn't a clue what to do or think and it's so easy to have regrets with hindsight. I'm sure we all have them. I'm also sure Eve and Megan know just how loved they were and still are.
hugs to you both xx
Mhazzab - how awful for you to lose two precious babies at once. One is traumatic enough. God knows how you got through that. It must have been a nightmare watching doctors trying to save Megan but really what choice did you have? If you had said no, don't try to save her then you would probably be always wondering 'what if' and that might have been even worse. I found myself totally out of my depth at the birth, hadn't a clue what to do or think and it's so easy to have regrets with hindsight. I'm sure we all have them. I'm also sure Eve and Megan know just how loved they were and still are.
hugs to you both xx