Hello gang,
So I'm on CD 28 and no AF this morning (it usually comes first thing). Tested with an IC and got a BFN.
I wasn't even going to test but I felt positive so I said I'd give it a go. AF could arrive in the next few days. She has been known to hide her ugly head til CD 32 but recently its usually CD27/28.
Kelly I'm sorry the witch got you.
I'm gutted for you. I really thought this would be our month.
Goodluck with the house offer Helen. FX'd for you.
Bride2b- I'm really glad being on here is helping you.
Hi Hayley,
Thats awful about your Mum's house. scumbags. I hope they are caught. You will be an absolutely gorgeous bridesmaid whethere you are six 8 or 18. xx
Olive- yay for trying again. I wish you all the luck in the world. Go easy on yourself though. I had really geared myself up for a BFP our first cycle trying again and I was devastated when it didn't happen.
LOL Nikki- 500 quids nothing to be sniffed at.
Natalie- I'm sorry hun. I wish you could know one way for sure. Either AF arrives or not, its so frustrating being in limbo. My OH hasn't really been showing how he feels either lately and at the start he really did. I was uncontrollably upset on Saturday and we had a good chat and he said he thinks about Jakob all the time. Like me he is thinking about his due date looming and about how he should be here for Xmas but he just doesn't say it as he thinks it will make me more upset. Maybe that is the case with your OH- he cold be trying to protect you from his feelings. My OH said just because he isn't a crier doesn't mean its not on his mind all the time as it is.
Kiki- the waiting game is super hard. I hope your cycles get back to normal soon.
Blav- for one I will do a wee
for the witch being here. Delighted for you. I was the opposite when my first one arrived. For me it was a sign of my body getting back to normal and I hated that but then if it didn't arrive I know I would be like you and wanting it so bad so we could ttc again. xxx
Hi Christine, how long has it been since your last AF? Yes I'm watching the Xfactor. I can't believe Misha went. She had such great talent. And see Tulisa crying as Misha was performing? Tears of bloody guilt coz she prob knows she's partly to blame for her not being there anymore.
Amanda- massive hugs love. It really is so unfair. I was buying Xmas decorations for the wee mans grave on Sat too and it just killed me. I would be almost 39 weeks now.
Oh I'm so sorry you got that text. I hate the thoughts of that happening to me and its the reason when I rejoined fb that I deleted everyone on my facebook friends list who didn't know what happened. I couldn't bear getting messages from people asking how baby was or when I was due etc etc. I wish I could give you a massive hug right now. Oh By the way Emily's grave is gorgeous.
I bet she loves it.
Bride2b- I bled for 2 weeks after and then AF arrived 3 weeks after that. We know you won't be replacing Bertie as he is irreplaceable. He was his own person and you could never replace him. He will always be a part of you. We of all people understand that.
Aww Kelly- that story was lovely.
I'm sorry hun. These milestones are very hard. Massive hugs.
Nikki- I'm sorry hun. I know someone who had a little boy yesterday too. I text her last night and she replied saying how happy she was and how perfect he was and I am so ashamed to admit it but I was actually jealous reading it.
Blav- I think every doctor is different. Some say wait until after first Af, others say wait 3 months but my OB gave us the go ahead at the follow up and said it is up to each and every person when they want to try again. If you feel mentally and emotionally ready then go for it. I really thought it would happen for us the first month as I read loads about being more fertile but nope it didn't happen.
Susanne thats a really lovely quote. I love it.
Mhairi- hope your doing ok. Thinking of you and your sweet little rainbow.
I hope I haven't forgot anyone and if I have I'm sorry.
Ok so I'm off now to obsess and drive myself crazy. I avoided it up until now but the craziness has started ladies. BEWARE.