Lookin for NTNP buddy. Just need to CHAT!

[Laura2806]

Lindsay TTC will be the hardest thing you ever you and it will have the best result you will ever get. Doesn't make the journey any easier though I think you're struggling this cycle cause you don't know exactly where you're at, its the worst! Did you decide to temp this morning?

mrsb too funny!

Each one will hurt, girl at work had her 12wk scan yesterday and was asking about mine, ofc i can't and don't ignore her and talk about but it hurts, i just keep telling myself 'her path not yours, follow your own'

Red i do it as soon as i get home from work about 6:10pm and don't pee from about 2pm! They're slowly getting darker, thinking will turn pos in the next couple days

 

[RedButterfly]

I take it it's not possible to do them at work? As your LH hormone is at it's highest between 10am and 3pm (if I remember correctly).

 

[MrsCorny]

Lindsay TTC will be the hardest thing you ever you and it will have the best result you will ever get. Doesn't make the journey any easier though I think you're struggling this cycle cause you don't know exactly where you're at, its the worst! Did you decide to temp this morning?

mrsb too funny!

Each one will hurt, girl at work had her 12wk scan yesterday and was asking about mine, ofc i can't and don't ignore her and talk about but it hurts, i just keep telling myself 'her path not yours, follow your own'

Red i do it as soon as i get home from work about 6:10pm and don't pee from about 2pm! They're slowly getting darker, thinking will turn pos in the next couple days

33333333 thank u Laura.
And no, I didn't temp... Forgot til after I got up to pee, so didn't bother. And I just have a feeling I did Ov already... Just don't know when. If I'm not preggers, I hope that shows soon so I can move onto next cycle and start temping. I think once I start a new cycle, I'll remember better to temp cuz it'll be on my mind.
Plus I think this incessant evening itching is making me a little crazy, it gets me so bothered I'll almost cry... It just doesn't stop from like 7pm until I fall asleep. I couldn't even watch a movie last night cuz I just kept itching. and the freakin doc said it's not scabies but didn't give me any idea what else it could be. BUT she gave my scabicide- which is not something I wanna use (especially if pregnant) if I don't even have scabies cuz it's purpose is to KILL those things, and I don't want that on my skin- prob very irritating and I'm itchy enough.
Honestly- I feel like a crazy person.... I'm tempted to test again but only have 2 tests left and we are broke right now. (Bought hubby's Christmas present already lol)

 

[Laura2806]

Nah I can't hun I figure by not peeing it should work itself out lol

Itching is the worst! Have you tried a cool shower and camamile lotion? Might help hunni xx

 

[MrsCorny]

Ugh.... I hate cold water tho haha, I'll have to try it though. And I will need to buy camomile lotion.
Maybe I'll take the cold showe after my workout... At least it may feel refreshing. I usually showe with water so hot my hubby can't join me unless I turn it down. Haha. That's why he calls me Lava! Lol

 

[RedButterfly]

What do they look like Lindsay? And where are they?

 

[MrsCorny]

It's not really a rash. It's more like a few bumps spaced out on an area of my body, sometimes no bumps, just itchy. The bumps are tiny tiny tiny and colorless, they only get red after I itch. They are mostly on my thighs, sometimes on inner arms and torso. Worse at night. Got lotion with colloidal oatmeal in it, says anti-itching, but more natural than hydrocortisone cream... Put it on this afternoon... Hoping that will prevent the itching tonight.
Did an internet search, couldn't find anything definitive.

Getting some slight cramping in uterus area- nothing too different, prob my body just getting ready to menstruate like usual. But just in case it was ovulation, I'm glad we DTD this morning!

 

[RedButterfly]

Sounds like heat rash to be perfectly honest.

 

[MrsCorny]

Why would I have heat rash??? What is it? And what would soothe it?
And now my boobs itch... Wonderful....

 

[RedButterfly]

Just itchy bumps/area like you described. You can get it whether your too hot or too cold (I get it all the time). Camomile lotion will help or put a cool flannel on it.

 

[Laura2806]

itching any better hun??

Hope the cramping is ov hunni!

Sooooo bored of waiting for a positive opk they're getting there but not as dark as or darker than control, almost! Low temps yesterday and today but don't mean anything unless they're followed by a spike, hope it comes tomorrow!

 

[MsBuehler1121]

Morning lovely!!
Stay positive today and know how amazing you are!!!

 

[MrsCorny]

So, the lotion with the colloidal oatmeal in it made the evening tolerable. If I felt even the lightest itch, I rubbed lotion on that entire limb, ie little itch on right thigh, lotion end my whole leg haha.
So that will be my plan for the next week or so. Gonna put some on this afternoon again, may just be dry skin?? We have the heat on in the evenings now.
Got some more of the "cramping" again last night and this morning.... Wishing I could hope it was implantation, but I don't think you can feel that, right?
I honestly just think it's my body getting ready to menstruate like every month, yet I keep catching myself thinking about how to tell hubby on his birthday and the family for the holidays... And have to make myself think of something else. Just the idea of it actually happening, gets me all excited, and I have no reason to think this is it. :/ 8 days til testing... I wanna surprise him in his birthday- otherwise, I'd be testing like tomorrow... Every 3 days or something... This TWW is brutal!! Haha

 

[RedButterfly]

I felt implantation. It happened at 7DPO and had me doubled over in pain.

 

[Laura2806]

Yep some def feel implantation! You're so aware of every thing going on down there atm it wouldn't surprise me if it is hun

Msb you're ace! I hope I pee positive today! I highly doubt ill wanna be tomorrow after my scan, made me feel yucky last time but I ov tomorrow I will try! Today would be a good day to ov! Lol

 

[MrsCorny]

Dang.... Now I'm really tempted to test this weekend instead of waiting for next week... Lookin at online cheapies now... Gahh...

Edit: nvm about the cheapies... Too broke lol don't get paid again til Next Friday... Womp.

 

[MrsCorny]

I think I'm normally more level-headed than this.... But this TWW is BRUTAL. I feel like crying.... Ugh... Just over one week til I can test.
I'm okay with either outcome, but I just REALLY wanna be pregnant this time... I don't remember the last time it was this bad.... I feel so dumb...
Idk if I can take another week of this.... Especially since I only have 2 tests....
I NEED TO POAS, ASAP...

 

[fairyy]

OMG Lindsay CD29. Only few more days to go.
Btw thanks to you and Laura, otherwise I wouldn't have gone for pap test.
It went well. Didn't hurt that much. Just like a pinch. Reports are expected to be here by next Friday or so. Have appointment with dentist in few hours.

Laura, good luck for tomorrow's scan.

 

[Laura2806]

Lindsay you've not been like this for a while hunni what's different this cycle? The rimming? Stress with hubs work? Stress with school? Something is bothering you and making you obsess over your TWW. And POAS

Thanks sweetie ill update when I get home!

Glad you had that pap hun will put your mind at rest

 

[MrsCorny]

Laura-your scan is tomorrow right??? I hope u get answers ASAP. Idk how u do it... Just a normal TWW is killing me...
I honestly don't know why I'm all emotional over it... Maybe hubby's bday coming up and the holidays?? No school stress, can't start til September, so nothing to do for that for a few months. Not hub's work, he's been applying and we are fine on bills. I just don't know, but it sucks.
Maybe I am pregnant- that could explain my wacky emotions!
Fairyy- glad to hear it went well! FXed for good results.