I’m the same hon. I was tested in 2020 and all was fine. But now I’ve had another 3 loses I just spoke with one the female doctors at the surgery and told her about everything. She got my old results up and said they were all good. I just said can I have them done again as that was 2 years ago now and I don’t know if anything would of changed. Not gonna lie I’m so nervous about getting them done and hoping they all come back normal again.
I’ve looked into having ovarian reserve bloods and a scan. Will check how my eggs are, how many I’ve got etc. it’s nearly £300 so very pricey, I’m gonna give it another 3 months and if still nothing then I think I may go and get that done. Was speaking about it last night to dh.
He doesn’t think I need it and thinks it will happen for us, but I don’t feel as hopeful.
I’ve found the maca that I was taking when we fell with our son after repeated chemical pregnancies. It was them and methyl folate I was taking and then the baby aspirin and he stuck.
If you want me to share them with you hon I can no problem.
Anything to help a friend. Here for you my lovely. If ever you need a rant or anything my pm box is always open love.
I can understand you wanting to completely give up I really can.
I’m just so so sorry hon. Your such a kind lovely wonderful lady. You deserve that wee rainbow so sooooo much

honestly with OPKs they can be very very up and down. They can go from being barley there faint to almost peak in the space of 24 hours.
so sorry it’s not darker. I will say I use easy@home and at 9dpo I had a vvvv faint but thick line. It was a shadow but thick.
But they never got darker.
I do find they give shadow lines. As do most ICs unfortunately.
With my chemical last cycle I had a faint line on easy@home and premom.
They were extremely faint but could clearly see they had lines.
I did a Frer and a CB and both came up BFP.
I was 13dpo which was strange because I normally get BFPs at 10dpo.
9dpo is still early hon.
Fx for tomorrow.