Hi Everyone!
Some faces I recognize and others are new.
Congrats to all the BFP's since I've been away and fairy dust to all waiting for their BFP's!!
I took a much needed break from here. I poked my head in every now and then but for the most part stayed offline.
It was too hard going cycle to cycle with so many BFN's. I officially stopped OPK's as well. I was ready to throw the towel in.
I talked to Hubs last month(not bawling) as I had been when the BFN showed up in previous months. Things have been a little stressful. On top of ttc, we are planning our summer wedding and buying a house in the next few months.
I talked about my worries and my sadness. He opened up and said that he was concerned too and that he wants to keep trying, that he would still love nothing more for us to have a baby. I explained that I felt defeated and that I was slowing down on stressing about it because I felt like it just wasn't meant to be.
Fast forward to yesterday... Ladies, I don't want to jinx it but AF was due and it didn't feel like it was going to arrive. Also, the last few days I'd been feeling a bit different.
I got a BFP last night. I nearly screamed!! I tested again this morning and got another
I haven't told him yet because I really need to make sure. It's gonna torture me!!
I am so over the moon and I don't even know what to do with myself!!!
I'm going to make an appointment with my Doc and cross my fingers so tight that this baby is truly going to happen!!
Hopefully this will be the only one I experience!
