Aww
Polaris, sorry to hear you're back to feeling crappy again
But Happy 12 weeks to you! Not long to go till your scan, you lucky thing
I cant wait to see our bean again
And Happy 9 weeks to you MrsO and Happy 8 weeks to you Daisy!
MissyMojo, Happy 10 weeks to you darlin, I hope your M/S is feeling a little better today
Lucky you Genkigemini! M/S really easing up for you by the sounds of it
I seem to be wishing away the First Tri tbh, most of the time I dont feel pregnant. I just feel bloated and sometimes sick
I'm lucky that I havent been sick yet, but when the nausea takes over, even the travel bands dont help! I did find that nibbling on Mint Creams helped yesterday when I was really bad tho, and then I was able to go on and cook some dinner, so cant be bad eh!
I have another MW appointment on May 8th, and it cant come soon enough. I'll know when my consultant appointment is by then. I'm a little worried because I had a LEEP cone biopsy 9 years ago and it may have made my cervix weak. The consultant will want to see me and examine my cervix to see how much of a chunk was taken out and I guess to see the extent of the scar tissue. It wont be causing problems at the moment, but once the baby starts to get bigger and puts more pressure on my cervix, there's a possibility that it'll open too early and I could lose the baby
I didnt realise how serious this can be till I googled it (Google is my best friend but it's also my worst enemy lol!) so I just want to get to 12 weeks, see the consultant, have my nuchal scan and be told that everything is fine.
Work is a pain in the bum atm. I work a 39 hour week and am on my feet walking around for 8 hours per day, 5 days a week and I really dont know how much more I can take of it. I'm exhausted. I have to push a trolley around the store and sometimes have to pull it around corners as it gets quite heavy so obviously worried that I might pull something other than the trolley! And with this cervix thing as well, I'm worried that it'll cause more problems. I just dont know what to do. We've decided that I should leave work at the earliest opportunity (11 weeks before EDA I believe) which would be in September. I also have 2 weeks of outstanding holiday owing to me so I may take those just before I leave which means I'd leave work at the end of August. But in the meantime, I dont want to lose money by going part time as this would affect how much I get in the way of Mat Pay ... oh what to do!!! I have been told that I may get my tax credits topped up if I go part time, so I might look into this and maybe cut my hours down to 25 per week. Not sure yet ... the whole thing is just doing my head in! I've managed to get today off work and I'm trying to get Monday off too so I can have a long weekend to gather my energies again!
Anyways, sorry about the rant lol! Just needed to get all that off my chest, and I'm sure OH is probably sick to death of hearing about it
Hope you're all well this morning girls! Have a good day