My last testing thread

[LuvallmyH]

I did a pm test hoping to see something more than a shadow....
4th one down is pm wondfo, pm Accumed

All wondfo 6,7,8, 8pm
Am wondfo, pm wondfo, am Accumed, pm Accumed
I don’t think these are going to turn into bfps. Frankly I am so done with testing.
Yesterday was one year ago I got my bfp with my mc. I’ve had several cps since. So many shadows and disappointments. It’s time to retire.

 

[LuvallmyH]

And they both have after the time limit lines- which don’t count but still fun to look at. Bottom 2

 

[LuvallmyH]

And dry....

It’ll be hard to not waste a frer tomorrow!! Lol

 

[JessaBear36]

Look like they are getting a little darker

 

[Bevziibubble]

I see lines!

 

[Deethehippy]

I think you should crack out a frer today for SMU. It’s not a waste if it’s last cycle trying

 

[napamermaid]

Agree Dee. Imagine after this cycle you will never be testing again.....thats sad. It takes up so much of our lives when made like this xx

 

[Mummy2Corban]

Those lines are darker??? Fx! Bust out a frer! Goodluck lovely x

 

[LuvallmyH]

Nothing more than shadows

It just wasn’t meant to be. There is a part of me that is so relived. I can just move on now. No more putting my life on hold with hopes and dream that I have no control over. I’m really ok. I have so many blessings.

 

[motherofboys]

 

[JessaBear36]

 

[Bevziibubble]

 

[AngelUK]

 

[napamermaid]

Its still v early. How many dpo?

 

[stuckinoki]

Those lines were so obvious. I’m sorry momma, sending you love and courage

 

[LuvallmyH]

Its still v early. How many dpo?

9. I’ve always had some kind of line by 9dpo. I did a Smu and it was very bfn. It’s just not going to happen. I gave it 11 cycles from the time I mc to my 45th bday. I know there were several cps in there. I can’t put any more energy into something I have no control over. I won’t prevent, but I won’t stress and test either. Should I ever miss af I have a few ics left. Otherwise I’m just going to assume I’m not going to be pregnant again.

 

[LuvallmyH]

Looking at my charts of FF, I marked 5 cycles as bfp. Then af came either late or on time.

 

[napamermaid]

Im so sorry. Its heartbreaking xx

 

[LuvallmyH]

I just went to the bathroom and I have some brown tinged cm?! I’m cramping off & on a little. What the heck? I know it doesn’t mean anything. Could be the onset of early menopause. I can’t imagine it’s af cd 20. Stranger things have happened.

 

[napamermaid]

Inplantation???