@angelbump
Thank you so so much for asking
I’m doing ok love. I was feeling extremely low about this whole ttc thing, just can’t believe I’m on cycle 9 and still not pregnant.
When I had the miscarriage in June I really thought I would fall again quickly. But I’ve had nothing but BFN since and it’s so so disheartening.
But it is what it is love. It took us 11 cycles last time to get my little man. But I did keep falling pregnant every 2 cycles b4 we fell with him, but they all ended in vvvvv early pregnancy loss.
So the problem then was I could fall pregnant easily, but it was the staying pregnant.
I got pretty excited when we started trying this time and I fell on cycle 2 ttc. And then again on cycle 4, I was so happy to still be very fertile at my age. But then I miscarried and that’s been 5 cycles now since then and haven’t fallen pregnant since.
So now I’m worrying about my fertility. I literally only have November then in December I’m going to be 43, and that does not fill me with much hope. More despair and worry tbh,
I feel like a stuck record constantly saying I hope I get my rainbow soon. I just don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this.
All I’m doing now is just living in hope that the Maca and the Coq10 will work wonders, and will help me get my healthy take home little rainbow baby soon.
we will Keep trying, even tho when I’m staring at yet another BFN I feel like chucking the towel in, but I wanna keep on trying. And I just hope one day in the next few months I will get that BFP, and I pray with all my heart body and soul that if and when I do. That it will be very sticky and a very healthy little rainbow take home healthy baby. I don’t care about if it’s a boy or if it’s a girl. I just want it too be sticky and healthy
yay for peak love. Go catch that eggo
@Ttc for No3
Looking close love. I got me peak last cycle on cd10 and ovulated on day 11. But I’m early cd11 now and opks very negative and no signs of ovulation yet. I’m just getting over the flu which I’ve had for almost 3 weeks now, my AF showed up 5 days early at 11dpo only giving me a 22 day cycle
my cycles are normally around 30 days so I’m wondering if flu made it show early and now it’s delaying my ovulation.
I had covid in July and AF showed up 5 days early then as well and then I didn’t ovulate until cd20, which for me is late.
Looks like flu is having the same kind of effect on my hormones like covid did.
Either that or my cycles are changing where I’m coming up to 43. I worry about peri menopause but I certainly hope it’s nothing like that and is just down to the flu.
ooow I just saw your latest opk that does look peak good luck love
@NightFlower
I really think it was covid love.
my cycle was cut short when I had covid and this cycle showed up 5 days early too, I’m just getting over flu now after nearly 3 weeks of feeling shite. I think my ovulation will be late this cycle too because of flu.
@MrsLux
Good luck
So I’m cd11 now ladies and this time last cycle I was ovulating.
But I don’t have any ovulation signs and negative opks. No watery or ewcm yet either.
I really think having flu this past 3 weeks is going to delay ovulation. I literally have no idea when it will be.
Hopefully it won’t be much longer.
@tdog how funny would it be if we both got our peak on the exact same day hehe.
you never know tho lol
xx
Feeling super chill and hopeful at the moment - long may it continue lol although doubtful. I always have an 11 day LP so my tww is essentially 11 day wait. However I'll be testing around the 1st November.
for Christmas would be awesome I agree
