Whit - Hope you feel better
. Stop beating yourself up!
Today was the one of the few times I'm actually pissed off with the husband. I woke up with a horrific migraine when Sophie woke at 6am. I asked him to get up with her for 45 minutes before he had to get ready for work. He took her downstairs knowing darn well how rubbish I feel with migraines. He didn't even bother changing her nappy or anything (which she had on for 12 hours) comes up when the 45 minutes are over, puts a crying baby next to me. Gets dressed and walks out the door.
I phoned him and got really angry with him. I said: I'm not even that pissed that you don't give a flying fuck about how I feel (I mean, he could've at least asked, no?) but what really upsets me is that you don't care about your daughter. You don't care I was unable to look after her. You just walked off and left us both crying. What the FUCK is wrong with you?!
But obviously all of the sudden his work is so important. Eventhough everyone in his team can text him 20 minutes before work that they need the day off, that's all fine. But when I/Sophie need him, it's impossible and he's soooooooooooo busy. While he always complains he's so bored and has nothing to do.
Why doesn't he understand he has responsibility for Sophie too? I've looked after her for 6 days now, while ill. I'm not a superhero or anything close.
I just feel like locking the door and leaving in the key so he can't get in later. Ugh....
men are such ****s sometimes
It scares me so bad.
