i think my issue is the fact that a: i have a posterior placenta, and im carrying all in my belly. outwards, not all over, and ive retained alot of water weight. so it looks odd? i guess?
but still...i honostly never before had problem thinking i was bigger or overweight or anything like that. but since i got married (with everyone being like, watch what you eat or you wont fit into your wedding dress) almost 2 years ago, to now, ive been sooooo depressed about how i feel about myself. i know your suppost to get huge when your pregnant (except some people, damned them!), but i didnt know people would come outright and say it...even complete strangers. its very upsetting and very hurtful, and its very hard not to yell at them. thankfully im a nice person when i want to be, or else they wouldnt have a head anymore.
september cannot come soon enough, i just want to hold my baby and worry about just him and not what everyone else freaking thinks.