Had a lovely time away from the obsession of TTC
, thank you
I'm not so sure I ever got sick before from eating, it was always when i was foolish enough to mix drinks or something...never from food. Nobody else was sick either...I felt nothing after dinner for 2 hours! then suddenly ...BAM! nausea and puke...what's weirder is I have NO nausea outside of that 1 incident...eating absolutely fine! driving me insane...
Oh no, that hurts smiley...No doc appointment until the end of the week?? Poor you, what torture this is...lets hope you dont have to wait that long. By the end of this week, I'll be an unholy mess too...
due saturday
Hi.... you are certainly able to get nausea and vomitting at 9dpo - TEST WOMAN!!!!
Just 1 instance (after extreme gluttony
)!No, I could not handle a
....i am waiting until AF date...Very sorry to hear about your loss last month, Twinkle458..Saw your signature too...Please vent at will here, we're all here to listen! Keep the faith...
Thanks
Its not that i want to vent particularly, its just that people get very awkward when i'm telling them how i feel - many of my friends have either never mc'd or never had a baby so don't understand the overwhelming heartbreak and loss you feel if you mc. Its hard trying to explain about all the ttc and the excitement of a BFP to people who don't get it....
Even my very best friend who had masses of fertility problems has no idea what to say to me when i lost either baby.. The line in my signature is from a poem which sums it up nicely
'Call me if you need me,
thats what everybody said,
but how do i call and scream down the phone
'My God, my child is dead'?
No one wants to listen,
to the words i have to say,
why is it that a mothers grief
scares everyone away'?
I would love for someone to understand that MY baby, MY child died last month, and whilst the pain eases and you do feel better, you never lose that feeling of being cheated, or forget the child you've lost....
Just realised maybe i did need to vent..
xxx thank you!
Sad to hear you wont be joining us for SMEP next month but maybe NTNP is a good plan - It is said it happens once you relax (although I tend to want to hit people when they say that to me
I may have a drink today tho.
oh well - getting lots of bits and bobs done. Enjoy
I'm pretty sure the superdrug tests i'm using are 10miu though.... which would throw me well out of this!! Maybe i'll try a different brand in the next couple days see if it makes a difference. 
