Awwww TeeJ,
I know exactally how you feel, I thought it would never happen for me, 3 years TTC on a off, but still no joy, I think it just takes time to get to know whats going on with your body honey, how long you been TTC ??, I also remember from being 19 I was quite irrisponsible with contraception etc and I dint fall when I was younger and used to regularly BD, so I was starting to think there was defo something wrong and that it would never happen to me. Just before I found out I was pregnant I had a right old winge to my Mam saying nothing goes right for me, I cant even get pregnant successfully!!!! It made me feel soo muich happier that I went to the docs to see what was going on. My mother took 5 years to conceive my older brother and like me was going back to the docs to find out test results for sub fertility and got her BFP after charting temps.
Dont loose hope honey, I know how you feel though. Also another kick in the teeth where I know that you are happy for us girlies that have got our BFP's your still probs feeling why cant it just be me!!!?? I know I would honey, you started this lucky lucky thread and the luck will be coming your way soon. I myself am soo happy you started this little luck lucky thread as I dont think it would have happened for me otherwise, so for me and I bet the other ladies are eternally greatful!!, Honestly your luck and BFP is on its way honey, just dont loose hope and PMA. Like I say I was honestly thinking and googling fertility treatment costs etc in my area as was sure I would need assistance in making a baby!! Youve not left it too late to start a family honey. 32 is a great age, and roughly the average now for starting a family.
Massive hugs to you honey, xxxx
Rachi Rach - your BFP is also on its way!!!! xxxx