Thanks girls. I keep telling myself that chemicals and MC's happen for a reason, and heartache now is way better than 12 weeks. I'm just so sick of ttc, I feel like everyone I know is a fertile myrtle and then there's me, about to start 6th cycle and feeling like it'll never happen. At least if it was a chemical, I know DH's swimmers are getting to the egg, now to figure out how to keep it sticky!