Hey ladies!
I've been MIA because i've been super super sick.
FF took away my O dates again...so it's looking like it an annovulatory cycle. I talked to my GP because she'd wanted me to go back on BCP to see if it would "regulate my cycle"....which I just did NOT think would help and did NOT want to do. I told her that, and showed her my chart on my new smartphone (love you, Android! lol) and she could see that I have peaks, but no confirmed O...so she agreed to refer me to the RE. YAY!!!!
This is the RE that told me he'd give me clomid if nothing happened this cycle on soy. So, it looks like i'll be starting clomid next cycle. I am just worried about how long i'll have to wait for this cycle to end, seeing as the last one was NINETY-SEVEN days.
My doctor says they won't use provera up here to bring on AF because it's an "outdated treatment" but i'm hoping I can talk the RE into it. I don't want to have to wait another few months for AF. I just want it to come, so I can start the clomid and get this baby train going.
It's doesn't help that Stupid Cow (you can find the thread if you don't already know about it, but the short story is that she's a girl we allowed to live with us to help her out. She was jealous that we were TTC, and went and slept with 6-7 randoms and got herself knocked up. Said she was going to abort, then offered to SELL the baby to DH and I....) has decided to KEEP her baby (i'm happy for her on one level...but on the other side, i'm still hurt, jealous, and extremely worried for her future baby...
) and is booking Maternity photos with someone I know.
The ironic thing is that I DID end up giving her a mom a head's up that she was expecting (after a discussion because one of the guys had told her mom that she was trying to pin the pregnancy on HIM and so I told her that he WASN'T lying). Her mom called me a liar...and so I figured, whatever...you'll know soon enough, lady. Then on April Fool's Day, she posted on her facebook that she was going to be a grandmother, so I thought "ok, she knows now" but then posted that it was an April Fool's Joke. I just laughed...because pretty soon she'll know just how ironic that post was. lol
A mutual friend said Stupid Cow was thinking of telling her mother soon. She was planning on telling her mom that she went for an ultrasound to get her PCOS checked, And they found a baby in there! *headdesk*
I hate liars. I have absolutely no effing respect for that kind of crap.
Anyways, being sick and having ANOTHER annovulatory cycle is getting to me. We also went to the tradeshow here this weekend and there were LOTS of big preggo bellies. Hubby says to me "Don't do it...." and smiles and I was like "what?" and he's like "You're so jealous you want to push them down the stairs. I can see it...." lol. Ahh, he knows me so well.
How is everyone else doing? I find it so hard to follow the thread because there are SOOOOOOO many posts everytime I check in. lol
Welcome to the new ladies!!!
had showed up only making me feel WORSE!! So now I'm in bed with the flu and AF... can it get any better than this 
to all!!!
but things can only get better from here! Hope you are feeling better soon xx
im aiming to lose 3lbs next week i dont care if i have to chop an arm off to get it i will do it 
I hope I am able to join you ladies very soon 
I am also going to do my very best to get my hair REALLY blonde ready for the summer. I find planning these things helps me a lot as the day AF comes I get sad but then doing something like this cheers me up.
) and walk the dog and then do a proper workout in the afternoons.
