Welcome mamaloulou!!!
Well ladies...not good news for me. Both progesterone tests came back and tell us that I didn't ovulate at all. The RE is still making me wait until the 25th to see if I have a "natural" period which I can just about GUARANTEE won't happen...
Then they'll do an ultrasound to check for cysts, and then they'll let me have provera and another clomid round. This time we're going to 100mg.
I am so terrified that it's just NOT going to happen at all for me. I've had the absolute horror of watching 3 drunken, drug-taking, stupid little skanks get knocked up with NO "baby daddy" in sight...and enjoy their pregnancies while I bawl in my bathroom over yet ANOTHER negative test.
I ordered myself a bunch of cheapie OPK's and HPT's for my next clomid cycle but if I don't ovulate on 100mg, I think i'm done. 6 years is enough and DH is almost 40 and has already told me that he doesn't want to do this anymore when he hits 40 because he doesn't want to be 60 when his kid is graduating. We can't afford IVF either...so that's just it for me.
I feel so alone and like such a failure.
I just know that some of you women have probably been where I am right now...so time to pick myself up, kick myself in the ass, and keep on, keeping on.