Well hello lovely ladies, in everyone is doing good
Update, docs finally found out what's going on with me and its not good, I've lost 3 stone in 4 weeks, not eating, sleeping, and mood is low. She thought it was depression but got a call today I've got dangerously high levels of cortisol in my blood which has shut
my immune system down and my body is eating all my muscle, its attacking my body so quickly she is worried that i will be in hospital soon, my aunty has the same muscle problems as me and that's contributed to heart failure, im weak and not allowed to exercise at all, treatment for this starts
Monday,
me and fella have been split up on august 10th and I've still not had any answers off him about why we are finished and i guess i never will, and that makes me sad, don't even think he wants to be friends so i have let him go and i hope he finds happiness in the future,
but for me, this is a good bye message ladies, i pray you all get your dream babies and i hope everything goes ok with everyone, going to miss you all, maybe one day in the future i will be able to come back here and join in but for me i have to start from scratch again and put my dreams of being a mum to one side and get my health back on track then get back into the dating world again, good luck girls, you are all an amazing bunch of ladies xxx