Tbh I HATE the way I look just now
I know its only been a wee while since I had my baby but with this extra weight I just feel so ugly
and i know its not just a bit of baby weight, i mean ive gone up two sizes (nearly three) and none of my old clothes fit me anymore (not even the ones that where too big for me
) Feeling this crappy about the way I look is starting to really bring me down, I can't even look at myself in the mirror without feeling awfull. I feel really guilty too incase my wee boy is picking up on how im feeling
especially since ive just been diagnosed with post natal depression
and given medication (which im wary about because when i was really depressed a few years ago i got put on some anti depressants and they made me worse
)
I pray to God they help this time and hopefully then I will feel a bit better in general and also about the way I look and then I will have the energy and motivation to actually get back into shape and not just feel sorry for myself. Fingers crossed!
Has anyone else felt this way or similar? And did it get better?