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[samisshort]

TBH I feel like complete shit. I miss Marco and I miss my baby. My PPD is at its absolute highest right now. I really need help but no one is willing to help me out. I have no friends and almost no family. I don't know what to do. I can't even vent about anything to anyone and holding everything inside is slowly tearing me apart. I want to get help but I can't. I just feel like I can't handle everything all at once all by myself. So much is going on and I have no one.

 

[kimberleyrobx]

TBH im sick of seeing all the teenagers on my friends list on facebook getting engaged. im sick of seeing it because i know its not going to last more than a year, but at the same time i am so bloody jealous its not me getting engaged, ive been with my OH for 5 years and we have one and one on the way, whens it going to be my turn? when are we going to be a proper family of four instead of girlfriend/boyfriend living under same roof with two kids? 'sigh'

 

[beanzz]

Big hugs, Sam. Can you not speak to your doctor about stronger anti depressants? (I'm guessing that you're already on them from you having PND, if not I apologise for the assumption) what about Marco? Can you not talk to him or would that make it worse? Hope you feel better soon. So sorry about your baby

 

[060509.x]

Tbh, life is good atm I just wish there wasn't a struggle for money!

 

[tinkerbelle93]

I am really stressed about Christmas and money at the minute! Me and OH are moving into a house in the next few weeks which is terrible timing because we need to furnish the whole thing (and buy everything else like plates and all that) as well as pay for Christmas which is going to be a lot because we have such big families. I'm doing my driving test in six weeks and I really need some more lessons but I just can't afford it. I also had to cut my shifts from four to two at work because I really wasn't coping but it seems like a bad idea now. Arggghh xx

 

[samisshort]

Big hugs, Sam. Can you not speak to your doctor about stronger anti depressants? (I'm guessing that you're already on them from you having PND, if not I apologise for the assumption) what about Marco? Can you not talk to him or would that make it worse? Hope you feel better soon. So sorry about your baby

I had to stop anti-depressants because they made my anxiety and depression a lot worse. I had almost attempted suicide a couple times because of them

Me and Marco are no longer together. He showed me the real him and I know he isn't good for me or Alex. His entire family is nuts and they encourage him to do what he did to me.

I think I'll be okay. I'm starting counseling soon so hope that helps.

 

[tinkerbelle93]

Big hugs, Sam. Can you not speak to your doctor about stronger anti depressants? (I'm guessing that you're already on them from you having PND, if not I apologise for the assumption) what about Marco? Can you not talk to him or would that make it worse? Hope you feel better soon. So sorry about your baby

I had to stop anti-depressants because they made my anxiety and depression a lot worse. I had almost attempted suicide a couple times because of them

Me and Marco are no longer together. He showed me the real him and I know he isn't good for me or Alex. His entire family is nuts and they encourage him to do what he did to me.

I think I'll be okay. I'm starting counseling soon so hope that helps.

Anti-depressants vary so maybe you were on a type or strength that didn't suit you? Hope you are feeling happier soon xx

 

[Emma11511]

Big hugs, Sam. Can you not speak to your doctor about stronger anti depressants? (I'm guessing that you're already on them from you having PND, if not I apologise for the assumption) what about Marco? Can you not talk to him or would that make it worse? Hope you feel better soon. So sorry about your baby

I had to stop anti-depressants because they made my anxiety and depression a lot worse. I had almost attempted suicide a couple times because of them

Me and Marco are no longer together. He showed me the real him and I know he isn't good for me or Alex. His entire family is nuts and they encourage him to do what he did to me.

I think I'll be okay. I'm starting counseling soon so hope that helps.

How long were you on them? I was told they usually make it a lot worse for the first three months or so, while your system adjusts etc but after that you'll feel a lot better.

 

[samisshort]

Big hugs, Sam. Can you not speak to your doctor about stronger anti depressants? (I'm guessing that you're already on them from you having PND, if not I apologise for the assumption) what about Marco? Can you not talk to him or would that make it worse? Hope you feel better soon. So sorry about your baby

I had to stop anti-depressants because they made my anxiety and depression a lot worse. I had almost attempted suicide a couple times because of them

Me and Marco are no longer together. He showed me the real him and I know he isn't good for me or Alex. His entire family is nuts and they encourage him to do what he did to me.

I think I'll be okay. I'm starting counseling soon so hope that helps.

Anti-depressants vary so maybe you were on a type or strength that didn't suit you? Hope you are feeling happier soon xx

I was on the second strongest dosage of zoloft. Maybe I should have asked for the strongest.
Thank you though, I hope I feel happy soon for Alex. I hate crying in front of him.

Big hugs, Sam. Can you not speak to your doctor about stronger anti depressants? (I'm guessing that you're already on them from you having PND, if not I apologise for the assumption) what about Marco? Can you not talk to him or would that make it worse? Hope you feel better soon. So sorry about your baby

I had to stop anti-depressants because they made my anxiety and depression a lot worse. I had almost attempted suicide a couple times because of them

Me and Marco are no longer together. He showed me the real him and I know he isn't good for me or Alex. His entire family is nuts and they encourage him to do what he did to me.

I think I'll be okay. I'm starting counseling soon so hope that helps.

How long were you on them? I was told they usually make it a lot worse for the first three months or so, while your system adjusts etc but after that you'll feel a lot better.

I was only on them for 2 months because I couldn't stand another night of thinking of ways to off myself. I'm honestly terrified to try them again.

I'm starting counseling in a couple days just to see if that works out. Then if it doesn't, I may give anti-depressants another chance. I'd have to take zoloft again though because I think that's that only safe type for breastfeeding. Maybe I could try and get the stronger dosage though since I was only on the second highest dosage.

Thank you both.

 

[lola_90]

TBH I feel like complete shit. I miss Marco and I miss my baby. My PPD is at its absolute highest right now. I really need help but no one is willing to help me out. I have no friends and almost no family. I don't know what to do. I can't even vent about anything to anyone and holding everything inside is slowly tearing me apart. I want to get help but I can't. I just feel like I can't handle everything all at once all by myself. So much is going on and I have no one.

Sending you

I was on antidepressants a few years ago. I was on citalopram for a couple of months and during that time my dosage got increased 3 times. Then i saw a psychiatrist and she gave me venlafaxine, most gps dont generally prescribe the does that i was on. Maybe worth seeing someone else who is more specialised in depression/anxiety as they tend to be more update with dosages and what things work etc.

Hope things get better for you

 

[beanzz]

Hope the counselling helps hunni

Tbh I hate how everything costs so much money. Paying almost 600 a month for rent alone, 300 for my car finance and insurance, 30 for phone bill and then another 150 on things like payin off next, my credit card and council tax. -.- I want to be a child again lol

 

[KatVM]

Tbh I'm taking a pregnancy test in the morning, I hope I'm not but at the same time I kind of hope I am.
Anyone else have pregnancy symptoms after giving birth I'm 11 weeks pp and having morning sickness type thing and just feeling off.


This is not an am I pregnant post! Just asking people previous experience after birth!

 

[Emma11511]

^ yep. And I've missed my pill. I'm EBF though, so fingers crossed I'm not!

 

[lola_90]

^ I keep missing my pills to, am so rubbish with them! Soo glad im getting the implant fitted this weekend! Have got to go back to uni in sept so can't really get pregnant again for a while!

 

[Emma11511]

I absolutely hated the implant. Getting a coil I think.

 

[lola_90]

I absolutely hated the implant. Getting a coil I think.

I was fine on it, got a massive scar from when it got removed though! Nurse couldn't find it so made incision larger! Then gave up and had to go to another clinic to get it removed

I looked at the coil, but didn't like the idea of checking the threads

 

[ClairAye]

I did, i think it was the implant though, it's just your body getting back to normal

Tbh last night me and OH went for an Indian then we went to the pub (My first time with no proper ID so lucky I didn't get asked!) for a couple. It was great getting a break and spending time with each other

 

[tinkerbelle93]

^ I love having some occasional OH and me time too. Last Sunday OH's dad had Oliver for the day, me and OH went to a really nice pub for roast dinner then afterwards we went home and went back to bed We just chilled and cuddled and watched TV there for a couple of hours. We haven't had a Sunday like that since I was pregnant, it was great. xx

 

[KatVM]

Pregnancy test came back negative, im thankful but a little sad at the same time. I never remember my pill. I'm going to switch to another form soon I hope. Anybody breast feeding and on anything other then the pill?

 

[ClairAye]

It was great! He works 8.30am-5pm so is away before me and Jason are up then he's always so tired :/ It was so good to spend timw with each other like that again xx