To be honest, I wish I had more money and for completely selfish reasons. I want to be able to just go and get my nails done, my hair fixed. Go and buy some new makeup and clothes because we all know retail therapy is amazing. I know I posted this before but I want to feel pretty again. I'm sick of wearing track suit pants and milk stained nursing singlets. I'm only 18 and look almost 30. I still look pregnant but the bulge hangs so low. I have curves now but that brings along unwanted lumps of fat that ruins the hourglass look. Permanent dark circles that no amount of make up will cover up (not that I even have time for that anymore, or an excuse as I'm home all day, everyday) I love my son to the ends of the universe and I feel so selfish that I'm caring about how i look. I just want to look in the mirror and think that I look pretty.
To be honest, I wish I had more money and for completely selfish reasons. I want to be able to just go and get my nails done, my hair fixed. Go and buy some new makeup and clothes because we all know retail therapy is amazing. I know I posted this before but I want to feel pretty again. I'm sick of wearing track suit pants and milk stained nursing singlets. I'm only 18 and look almost 30. I still look pregnant but the bulge hangs so low. I have curves now but that brings along unwanted lumps of fat that ruins the hourglass look. Permanent dark circles that no amount of make up will cover up (not that I even have time for that anymore, or an excuse as I'm home all day, everyday) I love my son to the ends of the universe and I feel so selfish that I'm caring about how i look. I just want to look in the mirror and think that I look pretty.
Tbh i had my first interview today at the hospital, they were nice until I mentioned I had a daughter then they were quite rudeso upsetting!
^ thank you. Just really shocked me, I knew all the answers to the questions but they didn't seem to care when I told them I was a mother!
Tbh I'm having such a hard time coming to terms with Elodie seeing her dad and his familyhe hadn't seen her all her life until she was 17 months old. I really hate taking her down there, hate the sly digs his mam makes, hate the fact he sees her an hour or 2 a week and thinks he's super dad
any tips to stop feeling so negative?