Tbh it's like you don't care half as much as you used to, it's all my fault.. I wasn't myself and this happened. Things will never be the same, not even close. I just want to melt into the ground. I want to rewind time back by 2 years. I want my tiny baby back and I want my loving, caring sweet OH back.. But life goes on, things move forward and people grow up and change. I love you and I never want to lose you.. I just wish things were different.