Tbh I wish I had tried to breast feed now. I was stupid to worry about what people thought and how my boobs look. (I hate them because I've always had shy nipples) They are alot better since pregnancy though. I hate the fact I've had to put her on hungrier baby formula. I should be feeding her and giving her what she needs
Adding another one. I feel poop today
Tbh I'm sick of my family. I thought having a baby would make everyone closer together. I'm sick of people saying they will visit then not bothering. Or making plans with me then cancelling them. Just don't bother if you cba. My Mum arranged to go shopping with me today and I messaged my stepdad at 11pm last night to ask if she was going. (As she never answers her texts and I wanted to go to sleep) I get a right shit reply and spent an hour awake with him having ago at me via text saying I shouldn't bother him.
They were supposed to visit today to see the baby (which I've had no reply about whether they are coming and they said they would let me know) and now I don't even wanna see them after last night. So when I tell them that they'll just think I'm being awkward. Uhh.