Hey Bunnikins, I love your avatar
Sorry to hear you've not yet got your bfp but you sound really upbeat about the faith it will one day happen, whats the secret behind being positive?
Has your hubby taken any tests to check on his sperm count? how long have you been TTC for?
TNK - if I could find a good publisher I'd probably consider writing a book for those bfp women who just don't understand how hard it actually is for the rest of us (it would be an epic book and probably end up being right bitchy :S) I know some women would still see it as a jealous thing but until they're in our shoes they just won't understand, FACT! sometimes I even feel like replying that in some of the threads on BnB but I don't want to seem ignorant to their observations.
Hope the HSG works and more importantly I hope when you do get a bfp you'll be the only one in all your friends and colleagues who is pregnant then it'll feel even more special
(thats unless you'd like your friends to also fall preggers with you, I don't!)
Silly_SBC82 - your doctor sounds like he's the one who's doing the relaxing and not doing anything special for you, I think it wouldn't do any harm to go and get some second opinions at any rate.
How did you react to the pregnancy announcement? I hate to sound like a right horrible friend but since being told one of my friends was carrying her 2nd kid last december (when it should have been me) I avoided her, I didn't want to see her ever again and just burst into tears at the news. I went the whole 9 months without seeing her then accidentally bumped into her at a comedy gig when she only had 2 weeks left...I just wanted to run a mile in the opposite direction - how ridiculous does that make me? I sat there afterwards and said to hubby "it's a stressful thing for me to do, why should I put up with crap like that, I don't think I should even see her again until I'm in a better place (in other words got more kids than her)" - bah, the world is full of queue jumpers, but as I'm still in the queue I have to get to the front at some point right?