Thanks ladies! Loving every moment of it. That's for sure! Thinking of you all too! Thanks for everyones sweet encouragement during our year of ttc.
I am new to this group, my DH is getting a VR next Friday, I can almost die! I did promise thugh we wouldnt ttc until 5 months later, how am I going to wait!
Hey ladies hope your all well! Not posted for a while but been keeping up to date with you all.
I brought up using donor sperm with dh last night. He initially wasn't too keen but we did talk about it. It's going to be about £8500 for icsi & sperm retreival compared to £950 for a shot at iui using a donor. As there are no problems with me, that i know about we could have a lot more shots at iui compared to one shot at icsi. think dh is worried that it won't be his and he'll be raising someone else's baby. Tried to explain its not like that it will be 100% his and he'll be there the whole time it's just we'll be getting an hand to actually get pregnant.
Don't know if I'm being selfish but I'm so desperate for a baby I'll try anything. What do u ladies think? Xx
Hi to the newbies! Good luck on your journey to BFP!
CMo - i hope to hear BFP news from you soon!
AFM - nothing much has changed apart from my attitude lol. VR 1st anniversary will be here at the start of June and it's been a long year constantly testing, checking and hoping for a sticky bean. I'm starting to accept that it may never happen, Infact I'm starting to plan for the future with no babies in tow (thinking of downsizing the house etc) which is scaring me a little tbh - I seem to have subconsciously switched from "must have a baby" mode to "Meh, a baby might not fit in with our plans". Maybe it's my own mind trying to protect me from further disappointment. That said, I looked at the calender this morning and discovered that I'm actually a day late (AF due yesterday), I have no desire to test yet, afterall, I completely missed my last BFP even with a test and didn't realise til I started bleeding . I'll leave it til the weekend and test if there's no AF by then.
babydust!
well we just had the results back from the SA. 0% sperm.
might be a blockage somewhere but the surgeon didn't think another procedure would change anything.
We've already got an appointment at a fertility clinic booked in late May. Now our only option is ICSI but who knows - he might not even have retreivable sperm and my tests might be crap as well. Already have a high FSH. Now waiting for the results back on my AMH test. Happy days.
Right now I don't know what to do. It feels totally hopeless.
hello beautiful ladies,
just thought i would update you on my sweet little baby. ordered a fetal doppler online and received it monday, listened and couldn't find anything. today, i searched for like 20 minutes and FINALLY found that precious sound. 176 bpm! i have another u/s friday!
thinking of you all! have faith. it will happen!
Hi lovely ladies!! I have missed all of you guys!! I hope you guys are doing well. Sorry I havent been on much lately. Work has been keeping me super busy and then my laptop crashed so I havent had much computer time lately. I need to buy a new laptop!! Work is kind of crazy right now because I have been training to take my supervisors place and she goes on on maternity leave at the beginning of June so I dont have much time left to train. She will be out for 3 months on leave. I am hoping that baby doesnt decide to come early so I can have some more time to train. We had a new girl start on Monday of this week and I have been helping my supervisor train her on doing recruiting. I have been feeling a little stressed because I have felt overwhelmed at points with everything that I had to learn and I was worrying I wouldnt be able to master her job or have enough time to, before she has her baby. Fingers crossed her baby doesnt decide to come early so I can at least have the rest of this month to train!!!
I have put TTC on the back burner for now until I can have my surgery. I didnt see the point in focusing on TTC anymore and going through the painful emotional roller coaster when DH and my chances of getting pregnant are so low right now. I just cant handle the heart ache and pain of it all right now, I am glad that work is a distraction and that it has been keeping me so busy at least even though it has been kind of nuts with everything I have to learn!!
One weird thing that did happen to me this cycle and it has never happened to me before, is that I had a few streaks of brown dried blood when I wipped right around my ovulation/fertile window. Of course I was hoping it was implantation spotting and that I am pregnant, It has never happened to me before in the 2.5 plus years that I have been monitoring m cycles. I havent done OPKs in a few months now so I dont know for sure when I ovulated this cycle. DH and me had a lot of sex during my fertile window though so who knows. I am not getting my hopes up or anything though, because it just isnt that easy sigh
I hope all of you girls have a lovely weekend. I am going to continue to check in on you girls from time to time so I can try to keep up with everything that is going on!!
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