I had an annoying AF this cycle too blakes. Spotting before, 2 days of AF, and spotting after. UGH. So friggen sick of spotting. 2 days of AF can't be normal, and that's what happened last cycle too. Maybe acupuncture will help.
I feel like there is a problem (obviously there is, we are on cycle 13), but no one knows what it is and so we won't be able to overcome it without expensive interventions (IUI, IVF, etc.). Last cycle I felt like "whats the point" and I feel that way even more strongly this cycle. Month after month it feels like a wasted effort. DH gets his hopes up every time. I don't anymore. Last cycle during the TWW I had a glass of wine (one glass of wine) and he gave me THE LOOK that said "you shouldn't be doing that." Month after month he thinks there's a baby. He hasn't figured out yet that there is NEVER a baby. It doesn't matter what we do or don't do. There is never a baby.
This thread couldn't be more aptly named for me today. I'm CD 5 and I already feel out. FML. Every cycle I feel angrier and more depressed.