Hope! I'm thinking of you today! This month has to be the month for both of us!!! YAY~
Okay sooo I totally feel like a complete psycopath! Ive taken so many freaking tests. Yesterday when I had my blood work done (I actually got to run the test) but everyone at work knew, and was SO EXCITED FOR ME. We decided to reject the test because the line is still faint and we didn't feel comfortable calling it a complete positive. We will repeat on friday. I just feel like everything is against me and there is no way that these BEAUTIFUL pink lines are really positive, like I've already decided that they are...but some how will be taken away from me. Is this normal!! I started reading what to expect when your expecting and husband said he thinks I should wait on doing all these things until we know for sure..but LOOK AT THE PICTURE! Are the lines not positives? Even though they aren't super bold? I'm completly freaking out that they haven't gotten darker yet.
I need your support guys!
here is the test from yesterday that was rejected and my morning am test from today.
https://i1169.photobucket.com/albums/r501/Staceynn5/IMAG0946_zpsbcfedd90.jpg
Is it normal to feel a little crampy and get little twinges in your uterus area? Thats kinda freaking me out too- but i think its normal? I can smell EVERYTHING. When patients come up to the desk it seems like NOBODY brushed their teeth in the morning...or their breath really does stink. Also right before I told my husband the news...he took me to go get an oreo mcflurry that I was craving...I got it and could only get down 2 or 3 bites! Made me want to throw up, i was literally gagging....so I'm either making myself have symptoms....OR this is actually happening...
Sorry for the rant guys....I just need to get it out....and not feel like a freak anymore