this roller coaster of Ttc is so stressful and heartbreaking at times. I have been wondering how I'm going to keep continuing recently but we have to all believe one day we will hold our baby rainbows! I hope your doc can help. I'm so glad he is being proactive for you!
maybe there is still a slight chance of it working out as it did at least go up? If not I hope you get some answers from a specialist, mine diagnosed me with pcos right off the bat!
I think you definitely shouldn't feel bad about treating yourself a bit after what you've gone through. Most important part of all of this is making you feel good!! I know when I don't want to spend money I just buy a facial from the store and do a pamper myself day 
paint my toes, do my hair and makeup all nice, maybe then you and your oh can go out for a romantic dinner!
Oh I'm so sorry Hun.
It might sound like something you really don't want to do but something's that have been keeping me going are booking myself little 'treats' every month. I.e. Yesterday I had a massage and facial, last month a pedicure, I've even done a cupcake making course! I've also planted a rose tree for all my babies outside my front door. It puts a smile on my face to see it flowering every time I leave and come back.
Nope. I'm bleeding, so hopefully it will just go quick.
Thanks Hanrh, that is so beautiful that you have rose bushes for your babies. I thought about doing that, and I did get 2 and plant them last time, unfortunately I don't have a green thumb and they are dead
The treat idea is what I'm trying to do, but our "treat" after the second was a cruise, which was great, but I'm sunburned now, so a massage sounds awesome, but I think I'll have to wait for my sunburn to be gone. And I feel guilty spending money after the cruise, but what I told my husband is that each month I'm not pregnant is another month I'm working, so I shouldn't feel guilty.
I wish you were closer, we could do a girl day!
Also, that's a great perspective to have!
Dtd can do that as well
