I think we've all done that Purple, not sad at all. You are just so desperate to see a positive, you almost will it to occur! I think Skye's right though, so hang on in there, it ain't over till the AF sings!!! Fingers crossed hun!
Lava, good to hear from you! I'm eating loads of chicken, fish, and eggs, and trying to get as much seeds as I can get. Oh yes, milk shakes for milk intake too. Am having omelette for lunch today, and I'm going to throw some asparagus in there too, and cheese. (Asparagus cos I LOVE the stuff). Hope you're feeling good. I'd be glad of a boy or girl..........!
Good luck canuckgirl, hope you find the acupuncture helpful. Think it's a bit of a placebo as far as TTC is comncerned, BUT I do think it is really good for stress relief, so if you get anxious, it may help you!
Skyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Hello!!! Where have you been? I've missed you!!! I didn't want to put a daily update on here as I thought it would bore people to tears.... But if you all want to be bored to tears, then I shall gladly oblige
. As for DH, things have been going okay but yesterday he was a complete ******* and my parents and his parents got involved, which was deeply unpleasant, and I did wonder what on earth we were doing with this treatment when he behaves so badly
. (Long story short, he went to the local on Sat night and although promised he'd be back after an hour, he came back in the early hours, stinking of booze (great for sperm, huh?) and deeply offensive. Which carried on yesterday too.... Basically, he has got to cut the alcohol out as he can't cope with it. And don't even go near my stress levels. He has been spoilt rotten by mummy dearest
and now acts as if he is the great I am. Grrr. Best behaviour now thankfully, but he'd better watch his step, is all I'm saying
. (He actually did my injections this morning as he needs to feel more involved-he did okay, and then announced that he was Dr Kildare. Men!
).
As for treatment, I'm taking 30 units of Suprecur every day and 45 units of Menopur; these are the max dosages because of my low amh. Feel okay but get VERY tired and quite emotional (Suprecur is meant to make you feel quite miserable). Am drinking all my milk in the morning, to get the minimum litre of protein out of the way, and then trying to eat protein with every meal. Haven't really felt like snacking as I feel so full up of water, and I may as well just move into the loo.....
Am officially on CD6, and have a scan on Thursday-there were two follicles last Thursday at CD2, so I really hope that a few more will emerge from somewhere. Corner shop??? Anywhere will do.. They're not going to do a hysteroscopy, so am glad about that-all looked clear on the baseline scan as far as ovaries and womb and womb lining are concerned, and lap last year showed that all is okay.
Now, are you all bored TO TEARS yet???? I did warn you!
Hope you're all well, and I'm sending huge hugs to all my old muckers!
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