TTC 1st child 35+ (Please spoiler any PG news/announcements).

[onmymind17]

Didn't want to spoilt the good vibes so

Spoiler

I have had some bleeding this afternoon and light cramps. I'm waiting for a call in the morning for a scan where I am positive I'll be hearing those crappy words 'I'm sorry'

Will let you know the outcome...I already know it is over.

XxX

Honey I am so sorry - I know how scary that is. I will keep hoping everything turns out alright.

Thank you so much to all of you for the happy thoughts and crying and peeing yourself with excitement. I couldn't do this without you. Personally my excitement is waning as the day goes on, though - my spotting has turned red now and it sure feels like AF cramps to me... I'll have a beta done first thing tomorrow morning but I know even that can't tell me much... I just have to wait and see if it sticks. I really don't want to be a nervous ninnie, but with my history I can't help it at the moment....

As for DH, when I showed him the positive test this morning he burst into tears, and he's been grinning ever since. He, too, had been convinced this cycle didn't work. I haven't told him yet that the spotting has turned red - can't bring myself to burst his bubble....FX'd for you and me both, Never.

Oh this just made me cry, i am praying so hard for you and your little bean!!!!

 

[HappyAuntie]

Dwrgi, how was your latest follie check? Do you have a trigger date yet?

 

[onmymind17]

Didn't want to spoilt the good vibes so

Spoiler

I have had some bleeding this afternoon and light cramps. I'm waiting for a call in the morning for a scan where I am positive I'll be hearing those crappy words 'I'm sorry'

Will let you know the outcome...I already know it is over.

XxX

Honey I am so sorry - I know how scary that is. I will keep hoping everything turns out alright.

Thank you so much to all of you for the happy thoughts and crying and peeing yourself with excitement. I couldn't do this without you. Personally my excitement is waning as the day goes on, though - my spotting has turned red now and it sure feels like AF cramps to me... I'll have a beta done first thing tomorrow morning but I know even that can't tell me much... I just have to wait and see if it sticks. I really don't want to be a nervous ninnie, but with my history I can't help it at the moment....

As for DH, when I showed him the positive test this morning he burst into tears, and he's been grinning ever since. He, too, had been convinced this cycle didn't work. I haven't told him yet that the spotting has turned red - can't bring myself to burst his bubble....

FX'd for you and me both, Never.

HA....I'm hoping beyond hope that your bean is just digging it tightly

Our histories are what makes us so cynical...the highs and lows of it all and the rug being pulled from under us when we least expect it.

Fingers are tightly crossed for you

I've felt this was doomed for me from the start

XxX

Oh honey please dont feel this way, i know what has happend to you makes you cynical, i am the same way, but we have to have hope and faith that one day it will work for us. Your in my prayers, you and HA!!!

 

[Dwrgi]

Didn't want to spoilt the good vibes so

Spoiler

I have had some bleeding this afternoon and light cramps. I'm waiting for a call in the morning for a scan where I am positive I'll be hearing those crappy words 'I'm sorry'

Will let you know the outcome...I already know it is over.

XxX

Honey I am so sorry - I know how scary that is. I will keep hoping everything turns out alright.

Thank you so much to all of you for the happy thoughts and crying and peeing yourself with excitement. I couldn't do this without you. Personally my excitement is waning as the day goes on, though - my spotting has turned red now and it sure feels like AF cramps to me... I'll have a beta done first thing tomorrow morning but I know even that can't tell me much... I just have to wait and see if it sticks. I really don't want to be a nervous ninnie, but with my history I can't help it at the moment....

As for DH, when I showed him the positive test this morning he burst into tears, and he's been grinning ever since. He, too, had been convinced this cycle didn't work. I haven't told him yet that the spotting has turned red - can't bring myself to burst his bubble....

FX'd for you and me both, Never.

HANG ON IN THERE, HA!!! Don't go ahead of worry-same as I said for Never, relax relax relax, and by the morning, hopefully the red blood will just prove to be implantation spotting! So many of the symptoms of early pregnancy are exactly the same as for a period, so please try not to worry, and try to take it easy.. Easier said than done, I know!! I am sooooooo very excited for you (Smartsville USA) and am keeping ALL my fingers crossed that your little bean sticks!!

 

[Dwrgi]

Thanks for asking HA-I have my next scan tomorrow and they will tell me the date of egg collection-probably Wednesday or Thursday.

I'm sick to the back teeth of chicken, but really enjoying my milk shakes! I need to go to the toilet all the time, and when I need to go, boy, do my ovaries hurt because my bladder must be pressing on them, or something. My sides feel quite tender. And, I'm soooooo tired, but am now getting some sleep, so that's good.

The only blinking fly in the ointment, is that my tenants have moved out of my house (they went on Thursday), and I need to get it ship shape to rent again, before EC because I don't intend doing a single thing apart from pick my nose, after that, so it's all a bit of a mad rush here. Typical. But I'm on the sofa now, with two dogs at my feet (one resting on each foot), and watching 'Come Dine With Me' and eyeing up my chocolate brazils (but don't tell Skye).

I'm sure you didn't ask for my exact current details, but my typing muse is upon me!!!

How are you doing hun? I soooooooooooooooo hope that the blood is implantation! Thinking of you and sending you the warmest and hugest of all hugs..
Axxxxxx

 

[purplelou]

Never and HA - I am sending you both all the hugs I can muster and the sticky dust I possess that your precious beans are ok


all my love Lou xxxxx

 

[purplelou]

Dear Dwrgi - I hope everything goes smoothly and easily for you tomorrow. Ill be keeping everything crossed for you xxxx


To all you ladies - big loves to you all

 

[HappyAuntie]

Thanks for asking HA-I have my next scan tomorrow and they will tell me the date of egg collection-probably Wednesday or Thursday.

I'm sick to the back teeth of chicken, but really enjoying my milk shakes! I need to go to the toilet all the time, and when I need to go, boy, do my ovaries hurt because my bladder must be pressing on them, or something. My sides feel quite tender. And, I'm soooooo tired, but am now getting some sleep, so that's good.

The only blinking fly in the ointment, is that my tenants have moved out of my house (they went on Thursday), and I need to get it ship shape to rent again, before EC because I don't intend doing a single thing apart from pick my nose, after that, so it's all a bit of a mad rush here. Typical. But I'm on the sofa now, with two dogs at my feet (one resting on each foot), and watching 'Come Dine With Me' and eyeing up my chocolate brazils (but don't tell Skye).

I'm sure you didn't ask for my exact current details, but my typing muse is upon me!!!

How are you doing hun? I soooooooooooooooo hope that the blood is implantation! Thinking of you and sending you the warmest and hugest of all hugs..
Axxxxxx

No, details are exactly what I wanted - I'd much rather obsess over someone else's cycle than my own!

I know what you mean about a full bladder making the ovaries hurt - it's pretty miserable, and mine have never gotten IVF big. I llloooooooovvveee milk shakes. Ice cream in any form, really! Last night when I was convinced this cycle had failed DH went out and got us each a milk shake - it always makes everything feel better.

Sorry to hear about your tenants. Did they give you any notice? Is there anyone who can help you get it ready?

AFM I'm also sitting on the couch watching tv... there's a Waltons marathon on, but I'm considering popping in my Pride & Prejudice DVD - Colin Firth could do wonders for my mood right now!! Now, if only I had some chocolate brazils to munch on....

 

[Desperado167]

Ha ,praying it all works out for you,

 

[Desperado167]

Onmymind,your symptoms sound really encouraging ,please god let it be a bfp ,

 

[Dwrgi]

Thanks for asking HA-I have my next scan tomorrow and they will tell me the date of egg collection-probably Wednesday or Thursday.

I'm sick to the back teeth of chicken, but really enjoying my milk shakes! I need to go to the toilet all the time, and when I need to go, boy, do my ovaries hurt because my bladder must be pressing on them, or something. My sides feel quite tender. And, I'm soooooo tired, but am now getting some sleep, so that's good.

The only blinking fly in the ointment, is that my tenants have moved out of my house (they went on Thursday), and I need to get it ship shape to rent again, before EC because I don't intend doing a single thing apart from pick my nose, after that, so it's all a bit of a mad rush here. Typical. But I'm on the sofa now, with two dogs at my feet (one resting on each foot), and watching 'Come Dine With Me' and eyeing up my chocolate brazils (but don't tell Skye).

I'm sure you didn't ask for my exact current details, but my typing muse is upon me!!!

How are you doing hun? I soooooooooooooooo hope that the blood is implantation! Thinking of you and sending you the warmest and hugest of all hugs..
Axxxxxx

No, details are exactly what I wanted - I'd much rather obsess over someone else's cycle than my own!

I know what you mean about a full bladder making the ovaries hurt - it's pretty miserable, and mine have never gotten IVF big. I llloooooooovvveee milk shakes. Ice cream in any form, really! Last night when I was convinced this cycle had failed DH went out and got us each a milk shake - it always makes everything feel better.

Sorry to hear about your tenants. Did they give you any notice? Is there anyone who can help you get it ready?

AFM I'm also sitting on the couch watching tv... there's a Waltons marathon on, but I'm considering popping in my Pride & Prejudice DVD - Colin Firth could do wonders for my mood right now!! Now, if only I had some chocolate brazils to munch on....

Flippin 'eck-Colin Firth coming out of the lake is PRECISELY what you want right now!!!!!! What are you waiting for? Get the DVD in!!!!!! And I'm sending you loads of virtual choc brazils! We girls rock!!!

Huge hugs to you-be strong!
xxxx

 

[Dwrgi]

Hey Chris-meant to send you an especially big hug! So here it is-


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[onmymind17]

Hey Chris-meant to send you an especially big hug! So here it is-


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Awww thanks honey, and i am sending you all kinds of good thoughts and prayers for tomorrow. I know what your feeling with the ovary's when i would do my IUI's i would feel the same, by the time i got to the day i could trigger, i was so happy to have the pain gone.

AFM i dont even know if i should type this, but i took another test today, i think i can see a really really light line, but i am scared that its just the test, its a dollar store test, and Skye i thought about you because i have gone back and looked at it for a couple of hours now, i even pulled the one i took on friday back out of the bin, the friday one has no line what so ever, this one i can see something. I am just going to wait and see what happens, good thing i bought 10 of them from the dollar store lol. I guess the biggest thing for me with this cycle, is that my boobies are hurting more each day, normally i have sore boobies from about 4dpo until the day before af shows, this time no sore boobies until thursday night, and each day they get a little more tender. Ugh, i hate this!!!! I just know i am setting myself up to be really bummed out!! OK attempting to climb back on the whatevers wagon, lol.

 

[skye2010]

Never, I'm so sorry sweetie biiig hugs A little bleeding doesn't mean a bad pregnancy. I hope your cramps are related to just your uterus expanding. It is all normal to have some bleeding around this time. And apparently tummy pain is a little hard to localise. So you might be getting aches and pains from a number of thinggs that are not necessarily related. As long as it's not heavy cramping that feels like period. Fingers, toes everything crossed fr you pls update in the morning

Dwrgi I know about the chicken hang in there a few more days bb. What a pooper to deal with bloomin tenants just when u have your tx. This is a priority though and your ovaries has been doing so well cooperating. So be careful and gentle. You will be even more tired just before and after the trigger so be ready for that. Probably house rest is best after the trigger as it triggers overstimmulation so you get very very swolllen. Don't exhaust or stress yourself. Get DH to do the tiring or stressfull bits. Pain in the ovaries definitely means that they are growing. I hope you would get all the follies full and mature. Don't forget your water while dealing with everything else, you have been doing really well sister.. I am sending you loads of sticky baby dust.

HA r u having a milkshake party than Hahahahhaha!!!!!

Didn't have time to backtrack yet is everything all right Chris xxx

 

[skye2010]

OOOOOMMMMGGGG Chris we just double posted and I am gawping in amazement I don't dare too much jumping at this point for you cause can't believe how this thread turned to be so lucky literally in a single week. Please please please update first thing in the morning again with a fresh stick so I can truly jump around. But a line is a lin. Yupeeeeeeee. hahhahhahahahhahah!!!

BTW please also can you go see a dr asap to get progestrone suppositories prescribed. And also check your bloods. Maybe you need some blood thinners, maybe asprin's a good idea. Dunno a specialist who could help you get this bb to diggit and stick there..... Have you given any thought of the Chicaog uni I told you about......
OOOH sweetie I sooo sooo wish that this is your most waited healthy sticky bean.

 

[Butterfly67]

Got everything crossed for you Chris

 

[onmymind17]

Thanks ladies, like i said i am just leery that maybe its an evap and not really a bfp, i will check in the am and see what happens. And yes Skye, if it turns into a bfp, then i will call my ob and i will have him check everything, i trust him, unlike the RE i was dealing with. I just dont know, i have had this happen before where i thought it was a line and then AF showed, i just wish it was more noticable, you know what i mean.

 

[FutureMommie]

HA- omg!!!!!! I'm so excited and smiling from ear to ear! FX and praying that this is really it for you!

Omm- FX for you I hope you wake up to a crystal clear bfp!!!!

Never- I'm so hoping that everything is okay with your little bean. Sending hugs and positive thoughts your way.

Welcome to all the newbies!

 

[Neversaynever]

OMM...fingers crossed this is the start of your BFP and a sticky on at that and

XxX

 

[lavalux]

Got my fingers crossed for you Chris!!!! Will be checking back for a status in the morning.

Never,
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