Missy, I am really really sorry, it's just bollox, isn't it? But, they say that,, statistically, the first round is unlikely to work, and to treat it as a test case, so that they can see what worked well for you, and what didn't. I am so glad that you are ready to persevere, as IVF works best as a programme of cycles, rather than as one offs. You have been an absolute inspiration, and did everything right, so there was nothing else that you could do. You just need to take some time for yourself now to get your head around it and strengthen the reserves for cycle no. 2! Big to you hun, it just sucks, but onwards and upwards and bring it on!
Lots of love to you,
Axxxxx
Missy, I am really really sorry, it's just bollox, isn't it? But, they say that,, statistically, the first round is unlikely to work, and to treat it as a test case, so that they can see what worked well for you, and what didn't. I am so glad that you are ready to persevere, as IVF works best as a programme of cycles, rather than as one offs. You have been an absolute inspiration, and did everything right, so there was nothing else that you could do. You just need to take some time for yourself now to get your head around it and strengthen the reserves for cycle no. 2! Big to you hun, it just sucks, but onwards and upwards and bring it on!
Lots of love to you,
Axxxxx
Thank you, dwrgi. The other ladies and especially you, have been very supportive and I'm very thankful to have all of you to count on through this. I know I was successful in being stress free through this cycle and producing some high quality eggs that were lucky enough to get fertilized. But it just feels like a loss because I had a pic of my 2 embies that they gave me and I had it beside my bed. I talked to them and prayed for them every day. I know it sounds silly. But at least I knew that I was one step closer to being pregnant by seeing those embies. You are right though. I have heard that the first cycle is not likely to work and they use it as a judge of what dose of meds to use next time. I just need to make a decision if I'm going to go at it immediately and mess up any holiday plans or take a break. Darn that stupid AMH number that freaked me out. Just makes me feel like my clock is ticking even faster. I still don't have complete faith in that test but my RE does.
Thank you, dwrgi. The other ladies and especially you, have been very supportive and I'm very thankful to have all of you to count on through this. I know I was successful in being stress free through this cycle and producing some high quality eggs that were lucky enough to get fertilized. But it just feels like a loss because I had a pic of my 2 embies that they gave me and I had it beside my bed. I talked to them and prayed for them every day. I know it sounds silly. But at least I knew that I was one step closer to being pregnant by seeing those embies. You are right though. I have heard that the first cycle is not likely to work and they use it as a judge of what dose of meds to use next time. I just need to make a decision if I'm going to go at it immediately and mess up any holiday plans or take a break. Darn that stupid AMH number that freaked me out. Just makes me feel like my clock is ticking even faster. I still don't have complete faith in that test but my RE does.
Dwrgi - that sounds very positive, and it must make you feel so good to be preparing your body so well (and feeling so well in the process)
Dodger - Ohhh I really hope so!! Im keeping fingers crossed that this is implantation bleeding
How is everyone doing? I hope you are all having a good weekend.
I am 3dpo and feeling a little hopeful (which probably means I a setting myself up for a fall ) I really want to be able to make my parents grandparents! we both have next week off work and have booked the dogs into kennels and are going to visit my parents. my dad has his scan on friday and we are now waiting for results, I am hoping that he gets an appointment whilst we are there, so we can take them and support them.