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MommyToBeIsMe
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Missy, Im speechless. Ive know doctors with bad bedside manners but have never heard of such an unbelievably unprofessional doctor. Didnt want to give you bad news??? WTF? Doctors are bound by oaths to be truthful. Doctors have to give bad news every day. Something is not right here. I know that some REs will not want to take on a risky cases in fear it will hurt their success percentages (appalling, I know) but this doesnt even sound like that. I see you live in Maryland. My advice would be to go to the clinic and obtain copies of all your medical records. Make sure you have everything from the embryologist and the RE. Then call another clinic. Say you wish to speak to the nurse or the physician and tell them your story. Ask them to take a look at your records, that you would like a second opinion. Do not make any decisions based solely on this one SOB.
As for you DH immediately looking at donor eggs, I think he was doing whatever he thought would make everything better. I know I don't know you or your DH but putting myself in your shoes, if I was devastated, I know my DH would do whatever he could to make me happy and to give me what I want. Hes actually doing that, hes taking vitamins he doesnt believe in, wearing boxers even though they "bunch" and switched to body wash even though guys use soap. Men are very pragmatic. You really want a baby and you were told the problem is your eggs. So to fix the problem, hes going to find you other eggs. I really believe that hes just being a guy and trying to solve the problem. They dont get that what we really need is to be held and told that everything will be okay. Thats why we ladies are here for you. Missy, everything is going to be okay. Its a mess at the moment; you will get it sorted out. If I were you Id go to your DH, explain that all you want from him at this moment is for him to hold you. That you dont want to discuss future plans tonight, you just want his arms around you. I bet if you tell him what you need from him, hell give it to you in a NY minute.
Tomorrow, get your records, get a second opinion. AND, call your ob/gyne or FP or whoever referred you to this guy and tell them exactly what has happened. Do not let any other women be referred to him again. But for now, cry and go get a hug.
As for you DH immediately looking at donor eggs, I think he was doing whatever he thought would make everything better. I know I don't know you or your DH but putting myself in your shoes, if I was devastated, I know my DH would do whatever he could to make me happy and to give me what I want. Hes actually doing that, hes taking vitamins he doesnt believe in, wearing boxers even though they "bunch" and switched to body wash even though guys use soap. Men are very pragmatic. You really want a baby and you were told the problem is your eggs. So to fix the problem, hes going to find you other eggs. I really believe that hes just being a guy and trying to solve the problem. They dont get that what we really need is to be held and told that everything will be okay. Thats why we ladies are here for you. Missy, everything is going to be okay. Its a mess at the moment; you will get it sorted out. If I were you Id go to your DH, explain that all you want from him at this moment is for him to hold you. That you dont want to discuss future plans tonight, you just want his arms around you. I bet if you tell him what you need from him, hell give it to you in a NY minute.
Tomorrow, get your records, get a second opinion. AND, call your ob/gyne or FP or whoever referred you to this guy and tell them exactly what has happened. Do not let any other women be referred to him again. But for now, cry and go get a hug.