Good morning girls!
How are you all?
Purple-you are funny! I'm fine thanks. Strange being back in work, and I'm struggling to get out of bed in the mornings! But, it feels like we've never been away-so much to do in work! How are you feeling? Is the news sinking in yet? Hope you're okay?
Butterfly-how are you feeling today hun? Have been thinking of you all night-so sorry about what's happened. It's truly cr&p.
Hi Carole and Dr S!
Dashka-good luck with the testing today! Fingers crossed for you!
Tigerlily-good to have your post. So sorry to hear about your father-it must have been a real shock. Good luck with the spring testing and I hope it all works out for you hun.
Frolicky-you must be so frustrated. Come on numbers-drop! Give Frolicky a break. Big
to you hun, Axx
Ipenn-hope that the reason you have the symptoms is cos of a
!! Hope the new boss doesn't want to throw a spanner in the works
. xx
Lady H-so glad you had a good appointment-it makes all the difference!
MissyT-how are you hun? I've gone and bought some ph sticks-I shall be testing everybody within a ten miles radius, you watch!!
xx
Asry-how are you hun? xxx
HA-I've been thinking a lot about you and hoping that you are okay. Big
and
to you. xxx
FM-how are you? Where are you at with your treatment now? Did you have surgery for the scarring? Please update-I miss you on here! xx
Lovely to have your post yesterday Twinks, how are you hun?!
NS-where ARE you??? Miss you too!!
AFM-had dreadful pains in my ovaries last night, which I assume is the norethisterone. Can't wait to finish taking them on Thurs. Will be glad to be off the testo gel too-I am just so irritable and feel no affection in my real life for anything, apart from my furbabies. I think this treatment will be IT for me. They said last summer that I responded badly and the option was donor eggs. I've used DHEA since Sept to improve the quality of my eggs, and a ton of other stuff. If this doesn't work, then I am getting more and more into the mind frame, that it just wasn't meant to be. I don't know what it will mean for me and my OH either-he has been so difficult for so much of this journey, not because he doesn't want to be a father, but because I believe he is emotionally quite immature (of course we all know who I blame). For example, I just know that the ph tests that I have oredered will prove he is highly acidic (and sperm need an alkaline environment to survive). Of course, I also know that it will be HUGE battle to get him to adjust his lifestyle and nutritional intake, as he "does not want to be controlled." I just don't have the fight in me to deal with him any longer. Last week, when we were away, he came down with a heavy cold and the world came out of his bottom. The first things he ditches are the Wellman Conception and his Vit C with zinc! He didn't take them for five whole days-I went ballistic. I just cannot deal with that level of complete ignorance. He exhausts me and I just don't think he is a strong person to deal with what needs to be done to achieve our success.
Sorry to rant, but feeling quite down and it's all crap, really, isn't it????!
Love to you all, and
to us all too!!
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