Hello again everyone. I'm sorry that I disappeared for a few weeks. I think I got a bit overwhelmed by the IVF roller coaster. It has been very intense and it was all I could do to get my butt to the scans and to work.
Owl, I'm really sorry to read that you cycle didn't work. I'm sad for you. It's such an intense experience to go through and the come down afterwards is really full on. I do hope you are looking after yourself. I know it may not feel like much of a comfort, but it is good that you have 4 frosties
Dash, I also wanted to say that I really felt for you when I read about your experience. I really hope for you that your egg is good and strong. I've heard it so many times before that it only takes one good one.
AFM, I had my transfer on Sunday. I got 7 eggs, 5 fertilised and one was a healthy looking blast on day 5. The others were ok, but they said that they weren't good enough to freeze. I had already decided I only wanted to transfer one embryo because I'm doing this as a single woman and the idea of twins as a lone parent gives me the heebie geebies!
Anyway, I'm trying not to think about whether it has worked or not. I have to say I do feel really quite nauseous, my boobs are sore and I feel like I'm just about to get AF. But I do know that these symptoms are all side effects of the lovely progesterone suppositories that I'm using morning and evening. A friend of mine had IVF (she had twins after 3 cycles) She said that when you have IVF you really cant read your body at all because hormones all mimic pregnancy symptoms.
I really can't believe that my egg has survived the transfer. It just seems too unlikely. What is weird about it is that all the injections and scans and probing and prodding all culminate in the transfer of something that is probably the size of the tip of a needle. Weird. I'm 42, and whilst the doctor kept telling me I was doing really well at each stage, he did keep reminding me that the chances of success were small, so I'm trying not to let my mind speculate. I will be gutted if it's a negative, but somehow I will just have to keep on going.
Sorry once again for disappearing. I feel slightly less overwhelmed now and if I do another cycle at least I will know what is in store for me and I won't go AWOL again.
It's lovely to read everyones posts again