athena, sorry it is all so confusing. Don't count yourself out yet though. I will have my FX very tight!
Misscalais, hope you get that BFP when you test soon! The place in Bali looks amazing! I would love to go on a relaxing vacation with DH.
So I haven't heard from the dr so that must mean my test was all the way negative. DH had his 30th birthday party yesterday and it went pretty well, except for one girl who asked me too many questions and all the wrong ones about what happened. She is the same one who would always say dumb things to me while I was TTC. I really don't mind y'all or my best friend asking me things, but not people I who don't understand at all or know me that well. Most people there either ignored me or looked at me sadly and told me I look great. That's fine with me. It was just awkward. That girl who said too much started off by saying she didn't know what to say. I said that there really wasn't anything she could say unfortunately. I thought that would put an end to it, but then she asked when we were gonna try again and if they took anything out of my body. I wanted to say to her, "Yeah, they took my baby out. Anymore stupid questions and or comments." Sorry if I sound rude, but this girl is just really not the best person. I told her part of my fallopian tube and then she was ready to say more, but I told her I needed to sit down. I think I have fully made up my mind to not TTC ever again. I hope y'all don't mind me staying to cheer you on though. I know we are friends on FB, but I'd like to stay here if that's okay.