TTC#2 for the 4th month

[athena87]

I almost started bawling at the game tonight. Those kids have some class. They voted a girl with cerebral palsy senior queen for homecoming. And when she got down the field in her wheel chair one of the cheerleaders picked her up and her escort put his arms around her and held her up so they could get a homecoming picture, she was grinning from ear to ear she was sooo happy. It melted my heart.

 

[Misscalais]

I almost started bawling at the game tonight. Those kids have some class. They voted a girl with cerebral palsy senior queen for homecoming. And when she got down the field in her wheel chair one of the cheerleaders picked her up and her escort put his arms around her and held her up so they could get a homecoming picture, she was grinning from ear to ear she was sooo happy. It melted my heart.

So beautiful makes my heart happy.

 

[CJGirl]

Idk I haven't decided yet, my cervix is so high I can't reach it and I have a ton of white creamy cm.

That may be a really good sign! I couldn't reach my cervix before my BFP.

 

[CJGirl]

I almost started bawling at the game tonight. Those kids have some class. They voted a girl with cerebral palsy senior queen for homecoming. And when she got down the field in her wheel chair one of the cheerleaders picked her up and her escort put his arms around her and held her up so they could get a homecoming picture, she was grinning from ear to ear she was sooo happy. It melted my heart.

That is awesome! I'm sure that was a very special night for her that she will remember forever.

 

[CJGirl]

So Jesse told me last night that Travis' mother is back in town. She has seen him and talked to Jesse's mom. I don't have any other details right now, but tonight is his 1st birthday party and I am hoping she is not there. I told Jesse that this is one of the reasons beyond feeling not ready that I felt I couldn't keep him. If we still had him I would be freaking out right now! I am still worried of course that she will take him from Jesse's mom. If she is at the party and acts the way she did before she left, she may ruin her son's first birthday. I guess we'll see!

Let us know if you tested again Athena!

 

[athena87]

I just used a cheap test, I didn't want to waste a good so I think I'm going to wait til Monday or Tuesday to use the other frer.

 

[athena87]

Cjgirl I hope she doesn't. He doesn't deserve that. Would your mother in law let her come? If she is involved with drugs it isn't healthy for her to be around him.

 

[Misscalais]

So Jesse told me last night that Travis' mother is back in town. She has seen him and talked to Jesse's mom. I don't have any other details right now, but tonight is his 1st birthday party and I am hoping she is not there. I told Jesse that this is one of the reasons beyond feeling not ready that I felt I couldn't keep him. If we still had him I would be freaking out right now! I am still worried of course that she will take him from Jesse's mom. If she is at the party and acts the way she did before she left, she may ruin her son's first birthday. I guess we'll see!

Let us know if you tested again Athena!

That's a worry, I hope she doesn't spoil it for him. I worry for babies like him so much.

 

[CJGirl]

SHE WAS THERE!!!! I was so pissed! MIL acted like it was fine! I don't know if maybe she is being nice hoping she will give up custody or what. One of Jesse's sisters left as soon as she got there because she couldn't handle it. I was having a hard time myself. She was kissing him and gave him her Big Gulp soda to drink! The first chance I got that he was being held my someone else I took him into another room for a minute to hold him. I was so angry. There is a painting of Jesse's brother that someone made for us that hangs over the fire place along with the photo it was painted from that is his brother at our wedding and some other family photos and she was looking at it all and started to cry. No one went to comfort her. It may seem cold and maybe being around her son reminds her too much of his father, but if it were me I would hold on to that piece of him harder since he is gone. I wanted to say everything that I was thinking to her, but I just said a prayer and I am going to have to let God take care of the situation. I hope she doesn't take him though! I am so glad I made the decision I did because, if he had been with me this whole time and I was totally attached and then today happened...I would have probably told her to get the hell away from my son and she could just take me to court. I am still so protective of him. I feel like in a way it's not my place because I gave him back to Jesse's mom, but I know above all of the stress and his unhappiness, part of it was the fear of something like today happening.

 

[CJGirl]

I just used a cheap test, I didn't want to waste a good so I think I'm going to wait til Monday or Tuesday to use the other frer.

Did the cheap test show anything?

 

[athena87]

Not really. I'm going to keep taking those til Monday or Tuesday and then take a better one.

 

[athena87]

Cjgirl my husband ran int the girl that was dating my brother-in-law when he died. She started dating him in June of 2011. The father of her child was in jail and when he got out she deleted my brotherinlaw from her fb page, she forgot she was still friends with me though. Her relationship status went into a relationship with her ex and she told Robert ( my brother-in-law) that her ex hacked her page and posted all there old pictures on there. Well that was suspicious to me but I stayed out of it until new pictures were posted of her little family and of her and her ex kissing, I called Robert and told him and she still managed to talk her way out of it. The final straw for me though was my in-laws house got broken into and the only thing taken was Roberts computer. About a month later she and her ex were arrested for breaking into multiple houses. She tried to play innocent and Robert had the nerve to ask us to bail her out. The day she got arrested my mother-in-law saw her with cops and thought she had gotten into a wreck and then she turned around in hand cuffs and my MIL just left. Robert blamed her ex for it all but the only way he could've known that they weren't home at that time and where they lived was her. She rolled over on her ex and got away with it. 2 days after Robert died she had a new boyfriend. She's also the reason he started messing with heroine. But when dh ran into her a couple of months ago she looked like a deer in headlights and he just stared her down.

 

[athena87]

I told him he was luck I wasn't there cause I would've had some choice words for her. Especially since the night before he died, he had od'd in her car and a nurse that was at the gas station they were at called 911 cause he was passed out against the window of her car. She was going to let him die then, we aren't really sure what caused his death because the hospital had saved him but he refused further treatment. He died between 6 am and 8 am so we think he took something else between then.

 

[CJGirl]

Wow. That is so sad. I don't understand people who do things like that. I suppose Robert is a common name, but that is my brother-in-law's name also.

 

[athena87]

That is crazy. I guess it is a common name though. I'm kind of mad, his ex that broke up with him in 2010 after 5 yrs because he was cheating, has a bunch of his stuff like his letterman jacket and his letters from his fraternity. For whatever reason she took it when she moved back to Florida. Well her fb who is apparently a douche cause they broke up a month ago and she threw all his stuff out in the yard has moved back in with her and told her to get rid of all his stuff. She was going to throw it all away, and called Jonathan and asked if he wanted it. He told her to send through the post office and say the sender will pay and she was like I don't want you to do that. Then says she will and we haven't heard from her in a week now.

 

[CJGirl]

I hope she sends it or at least contacts you again. Those are things you should have. My sister-in-law just texted Jesse and said she and Travis' mom ended up getting into it at the party after we left. Apparently MIL told Travis' mom to get the cake and SIL said, I brought the cake, I will get it. Travis' mom called her a bitch and her DH heard and got upset. When SIL told MIL what happened she said well it's your fault. I don't know what my MIL is thinking! They started to argue and someone finally broke it up. This will be the start of a lot of fighting and Travis being used a leverage by his mother. I am not looking forward to going through all of this worry again. I wish she would just go away.

 

[athena87]

That is horrible. Why would she take her side. That doesn't make sense. I feel bad for Travis, at least with y'all he had stability. I would've mad her leave.

 

[dragonfly26]

Wow, Cj girl, I am so sorry you are having to go through this an so think yoh are right, you would be dealing with much more heart ache if Travis was still with you. How could your mil possibly side with someone like that, or even tip toe around her . I would have such a hard time biting my tongue. Also how completely insensitive of your "friend" sound like a bitch to me.
Athena, I think I see something faint on that frer. Hoping it's the start of your bfp. You bil ex sounds like a piece of work and I really hope you can get his belonging a back.
Nlb, it's still early at 10 days hope af stays away and you get your bfp!
Misscalais, off topic but, whats up with all the caddy bitches on fb? Who cares of you share a page. Me and hubby do and it's nobody's business but yours and dh's' Like you said delete me if you don't like it. People are strange.
Hope you all are doing great!!!

 

[dragonfly26]

As for me I feel like I've been run over by a train! Lack of sleep, crabby newborn (eats and cries all the time I swear) and over active 2 year old are taking its toll on me! Finally the last three days Jaynie has only woken 2-3 times in the night, but of course there were thunderstorms and Jillyan had been awake. Ugh. We had the girls pictures done yesterday and what nightmare that was. We were able to get a couple good one, but boy they were not cooperating.

 

[Misscalais]

Aww cjgirl that must have been really tough for you I don't understand people sometimes. It's really frustrating having to just be a bystander.