so I checked cp and sure enough it's high, soft and open! Yay I had some cramps a little while ago and I'm hoping it was O pains! 
Ok girls so I've got some serious EWCM happening today
I have found also, that it is very hard for other people (even our close loved ones) to understand the frustration we face on a regular basis. Some days I feel as though my body is letting me down and I have zero control over it. I like to be in control and if I want something I work to get it. The problem is unlike school or work or other goals, getting pregnant is something I have limited control over. I rarely talk about TTC anymore with people other than y'all because of what they say. I finally opened up about it the other day to a younger, newlywed friend when she asked me why I wasn't drinking. I told her I was cutting out or limiting a lot of things that may be hurting my chances of conceiving. I said, "I've even tried not trying and that doesn't work either. Although that seems to be what others say right when they finally get pregnant!" I laughed, but it does irritate me when people say that. Her response, "You and Jesse (DH) should go on a trip. Go somewhere where neither of you know the language so that you will be focused on trying to figure that out instead of getting pregnant. You can relax and not be stressed." I wonder what my face looked like at this point. I mean really? I was thinking, <enter sarcastic tone here> Yeah I'll book that right away with the money and time I don't have. Why didn't I think of that. When I told DH he said, "Going some place where we don't know the language sounds pretty stressful to me!" And then we joked more about what she had said. Sorry I am rambling, but my point is no one understands what it is like to TTC as long as we have without success. We are always here for you. You will be in my prayers. I am glad the doctor was able to tell you what the tissue was and I am glad that she didn't find any other issues. It isn't fair at all and that isn't a childish way to feel. I wish I hadn't told anyone we were TTC, they always ask if we are still trying since obviously so much time has past and we have no baby. Maybe we should have t-shirts made that say, "Yes I am still TTC. And if you tell me to that if I relax it will happen, I am going to slap you." Many hugs and prayers sent your way Athena
So exciting! fingers crossed for you hun! Ill be 9DPO (i think, if i oed when i thought i did ) next Wednesday, so that will be like Tuesday for you guys lol! The 23rd, I really want to wait till the 30th though cause even though I love testing I don't know how ill feel if I see those nasty BFNs lol and my high hopes have gone now because as per usual we didn't BD last night or the night before! Hubby does this to me every mth! We BD the night I had the EWCM so I'm hoping that that was enough. If not ill be strapping hubby to the bed next mth lol! He's been working heaps so he's super tired. I just don't think he understands that we really need to be BD on those most fertile days
I'm sorry your going through this Hun, it's just not fair at all!
