Hey girls,
Just got back from hospital.... Went in at 5pm yesterday and had operation about 8pm. Came round about 9.15 pm completely freaking out - apparently I had to be sedated and was kicking and 'thrashing about'.....
Thought I'd dealt with my nerves quite well but obviously not.
The upshot is the gyno found 'widespread endometriosis' and got rid of what he could. He showed me pictures this morning of it on my bladder, and in various places surrounding my womb.
In lots of pain right now, Stomach really hurts, throat hurts from tube and shoulder hurts when I move. Still, don't feel as bad as I did last night.
Have to see gyno again in 3 months to see how I am. He said medication can help but won't be able to get pregnant if go down that route.
Best cure is to get pregnant so guess have to keep on trying.
CD8 at moment so most fertile next week Mon to Fri. Hope we can
and I'm not too bad...... x
Thanks for all your kind messages.
Madly - sorry to hear she got you. Stupid witch has been on top form this month; wish she'd fall off that blumming broomstick!
has landed 
after all the symptons and faint bfp and everything I reckon I am def out!
there was def a line yesterday albeit faint on the frer but then it was a dodgy test so I just dont know? My dreams are shattered right now, I havent told DH yet I think I might break down and cry 
hope you feel better soon!
I am now feeling a little silly and sorry I guess I panicked when I saw the blood and cause a chemical was suggested to me I googled and well thought that was what was going on and hope I havent offended anyone by suggesting this! I have cramps on and off and it doesnt look great but I did get bleeding with DS (albeit 11 days after BFP!) so for now I am trying to hold my wee to test which I am finding hard as I have a pressing feeling on my bladder and keep feeling the need to go 
