I thought I should update on my own saga quickly. I won't be in month 10 of BFP's. Its not even an option now. As soon as I get my withdrawal bleed from the BCP, I have to go right back onto them. Apparently, there was more than 1 polyp and various other unnecessary tissue found during my hysteroscopy and I ended up having a D&C (ERPC) instead. I didn't know this until this morning. Anyway, too much tissue was taken to give me a fighting chance in the Nov IVF cycle, so I'm being transfered to the Dec cycle.
While I know that its much better to have the tissue out, and I know I need to heal to have a perfect environment for my lil bean to grow... Please refrain from telling me to be patient and how this is better in the long run and such. I do understand the sentiment... but I would have been ever so appreciative if my body could have just cooperated and allowed THIS to be the right time.