Hi Ladies
I know you've all kind of gotten to know each other, but I'd really love to join this thread. I'm not quite where you all are yet, but I will be soon.
Yesterday, I went for an u/s at 8w4d, and there was no hb.
sac was measuring 6w1d, and the embryo was tiny. I was crushed, as I had no spotting or cramping, this was just a routine appoinment, and it shocked me. This is my second mc, but the first one was very early (I know this one was too but the first one was at 5w2d), and I had bleeding as an indicator.
I'm still coping with the loss, and to top it all off, I have to wait and see if I pass it naturally. If I haven't passed it by Tuesday, doc wants to do a d&c. So I'm just ready to get this over with and move on. I know you all know the feeling.
I plan to start TTC again as soon as possible, and it's been inspiring reading your stories. I hope you don't mind if I tag along for this journey with you all, as I don't believe anyone else can understand what it's like.
We had been TTC for 11 months, and it didn't happen for us until I was on Clomid, so I'm sure it will take a while because I will likely have to be on Clomid again - but maybe not. I just wish you could go from finding out you're losing the baby, to trying for another one. But maybe I'm too emotional.
Anywho, sorry to blab but that's my story.
to all of you, sorry for your losses, will be here for each of you throughout this journey as well!