Happy Birthday to Phoebe as well!!!! Time sure does fly by!!!
Ejay,
I swore I wasnt pregnant every month that whole second year...surprised the heck out of me the final month. I tested negative up until a day or two before bloods. I still felt like af was on its way, broke out like I always do, excessive "wetness" sorry TMI
, etc etc......just like when af is on my doorstep. I was completely shocked. Literally counted it out again.
I know after all this time ttc, faith and hope are not really there anymore, but if nothing has been ruled out (no chances of conception) please try to be strong. Its tough, I understand.
My whole attitude changed from bitterness to honestly given up and be happy and supportive of everyone else, even strangers. I started planning on buying a convertable, vacations, etc etc....I cried to God at church, in my car.....I had to let it all out.
Please keep faith until proven otherwise.