It wasn't meant to be, girls. This morning I woke up with lower back cramping, and I knew something was not right. I took a test, and the test was even more faint than the first one. I had to hold it in natural sunlight to even see it. The bleeding started about an hour ago, and I'm cramping pretty nastily. Just praying it's not ectopic, but I'm going to keep testing to make sure it goes negative, because that's what happened to me with my ectopic. Found out I was pregnant, and four days later (just like this time!) the bleeding began. My hcg numbers slowly climbed, and I ended up having to have methotrexate to stop the tissue from continuing to grow.
I'm numb right now. I've had several bouts of crying, and now I just feel like I'd like to crawl in a hole. My husband hasn't dealt with it yet (he's been busy with sick church people who are in the hospital today), and he just looks awful.
I just wanted to give you all an update so that you know what happened if you see me posting about in the future.